2026-04-30 at

merit

So, in case you're a social media troll. You'll notice that one ontological device is "deservance", "worthiness", "merit", for example, "I deserve a generous woman" ... now what you need to analyse is :

1. is the speaker using this as a rhetorical ask, in negotiation and advertisement, or

2. do they actually believe in a fairy tale of universal karma ( whether or not they coherently qualify under their own precepts, is a deeper question to be skipped over for now )

?

It's fairly easy to answer. You just have to watch and aee how mad they get. 

Tolerable Failure Rates

 My comfortable failure rate in work is about 75%, which is to say that at least 25% of my work has to be productive enough to make up for that amount of failure. The definition of a hard project is where the 25%-win isn't sufficient to pay off the 75%-lose rate, and of course, one then has to adjust.

For cold sales, of course there isn't a great deal of control one has, so I am comfier with higher rates of failure. For things like swipey dating apps, a common swipe conversion rate for guys is 0.3% or 1:300, and this is just conversion to the next hurdle, not final conversion!

For technical work, it's a matter of "is this something I know how to do/fix, or not". When I'm working by myself, for months and years on end, it is common to be sad or depressed ( within completely manageable levels ) for long periods, as there are no options to acquire support.

I have enjoyed my time on earth, involved in work at various levels of risk. I feel rewarded just to have these rare opportunities, which others don't seem to have or which they cannot tolerate.

2026-04-28 at

Enakmen-enakmen Ugama Bukan Islam

The EUBI interstate fabric is quite interesting. It is remarkably absent from popular discourse. I look forward to a time when its constitutional basis can be openly debated without people feeling angsty about it. This is a significant fraction of my public work in Malaysian studies these days. Just talking about it.