I love so many people. It's exhausting.
So then I just flip off and on the entire emotional apparatus at will.
Some aptitude, some training.
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I'm going to be ironic and start tweeting #wiw with what work I'm actually doing.
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When I was in hospital for the finger thing... I was also hit on the head. Two lady friends (no intimate history) were like, "that's not good - that's all he's got."
Which is why I have to thank everyone for being kind.
One day, there will be no more kindness. Haha. Now I sound like (one) who's afraid that she'll grow old and no one will swipe her on Tinder anymore. ;)
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Do I tire from questions? Please note that it is rather much a carnal appreciation.
See the way my memory works, when I know I'm talking to you (remotely), your physical presence is recalled at the back of my head.
I've already answered your questions on how I might react if I found you physically offensive. ;)
I might brush you off, yes, if I found you distasteful. But so far your conversations are mostly pleasant.
So of course I have wondered about what happens if a partner was superficially disfigured / dismembered / beyond recognition at the physical level. I concluded to myself that it would depend on whether I could recognise their conversation.
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What did I have to lose?
I told you I've been needy.
I only have two current activities, remember. ;)
Almost. Women and work. I sometimes say, philandering.
Dry? Most of my life is dry. ;) I spend so much on work.
I enjoy my work. Women enable my work. See how it works? Nevertheless don't doubt that I love you. There's always a utilitarian component.
(and see talk like this... ^^ is just too realistic for many romantics )
Human brain requires R&R in order to deliver output on an arbitrary axis "work".
Some R&R helps to optimise for certain work. You're in the portfolio. For now.
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As much as I need (romance), you're there.
Thank you for being kind.
I suppose if I analyse it, romance is about dramatic risks. You're (not aggressive). But what you do, is in the context of where you are in life, and I feel privileged to be a part of that.
Privilege. Discussing it sets expectations. You're not a right. 😂
You can either (say that you don't look for romance), or pick a definition of romance that describes what you find useful.
We can have a language of our own. You can with anyone. And within it lie all the references to secret things and nuances of a private life that make coupling (r word here).
And of course, I will argue that we can teach robots how to do this.
