Trying to justify my cognitive load ( to myself ) :
- I pay some attention to the broader political news of two countries, my own, and the US
- in my own country, there are two parallel legal systems, one doesn't apply to me but it does to 70% of other people, so certain discretions are warranted
- 20+ years ago I decided that universities everywhere were horrible at structuring syllabi for the optimal education of the earth's population ; around the same time I figured out how to quantify my conscious experience to near totality which was somewhat surprising
- I spent the period from then till now figuring out how commerce works ( I avoided studying commerce as a lower priority until after I had graduated ), and how to talk to computers
- I did a wide number of unnecessary projects just to have the experience logged : ran a retail business, managed teams of talent, and helped some other people with their businesses functions
- now I am trying to understand the global economy, maths and stats, physiology, and some other engineering subjects
- I also try to meet women who have similar interests, and while I am not optimistic, I do process as many candidates as I can
I still struggle to believe that all of this is the correct way for me to do it, but the gamble has been quite intentional so far.