2026-06-26 at

Unity : Universals, Leaky Abstraction, Governance Failure

Today, I'm reading philosophy. A classic issue is "the problem of universals" ( summary : what makes the word chair, apply to this thing, and not that thing? ).

So, it reminds me that this, "leaky abstraction", is at the heart of problems around "governance failure" in current LLMs, and with people in general (e.g., "never do X" or "always do Y" ).

It's nice nowadays, to be able to take ancient fuzzy concepts and apply mechanistic interpretation to them!

TIER : transcendental idealism, empirical realism

 Lol. I seem to have learnt the term "transcendental *idealism*" without remembering its formal counterpart "empirical *realism*", and I have been using TI to refer to all of TIER for the last 20+ years.

2026-06-25 at

A story ...

 ( maybe 1.5 stories )

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"Some idiot has been messaging me to go to Singapore. Why would I do so now? Is someone paying me upfront? LOL"

"Hahahaaaaaaaa. Is it a scammer? 🤣🤣🤣"

"old friend - the type that might turn up at your home and take a nap naked, and scare your housemates type - I am a very tolerant person, but I am also capitalistic about entertainment"

---

Before I discovered that my inbox had been assaulted by that last barrage of naivete, I was preparing to write down what I was thinking about during lifting today.

But now the memory is lossy. So, I will try to reconstruct it adequately.

I think, most of my life, I have been up to my eyeballs in stupid people. Even just in getting from thinking about it, to writing it down, I can get interrupted by some of the same. It's incredibly, bewilderingly, definitive of my lived experience. I wouldn't know how else to describe it to anyone.

And my sense, is that most people don't feel the same way about others. And, based on what I can tell about other people, most of them do not feel so because they do not in effect see how many people are scratching themselves while eating, fucking, and doing business with others ... just in a somewhat more sophisticated way, such as to be seen as well, adorable.

So we have strata of adorabobbles - broadly construed as virtue signalling, at different levels of society. Meanwhile, as a matter of laziness, I try to avoid most of it, while being careful enough to understand how it works.

So recently, I have been quite successful. I remember being 18 or 19 and lifting weights and thinking, I have better things to do with the limited time I have until my scholarship runs out, so I will do this later. And it was the same for studying maths. And now at 43, I have no more excuses, so I am doing both quite happily, as mundane as the activities are. I have done so many other things since, I started postponing the things I wanted to do. Now all I have is to do them, as I wait to find out when my capacity for these things evaporates with age. And then there will be choices to be made about how to die.

Perhaps. 

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"Some old friends has changed that they might not be the same person they were, and...you never know. Just saying hahahaha"

"it's true. there was another one, whom i loved. we didn't have a lot in common, but they, being an affectionate type, would occasionally accompany me in trivial settings. once after about ten years of not being in the same country, they were bored, and we fucked. and then they had work to do, and their affections were no longer communicated, and so we have become no longer friends, so so that is how children grow up, and older, into ordinary things that eventually disappear"

Thin slice : on "epiplexity" ( Jiang, et al. 2025, 2026 )

Leon commented on this paper.

Thin slice : the paper's paradoxes seem to come from a confusion definitions of "information". Perhaps, there is a confusion between : the accuracy of information transfer ("surprise") and the accuracy of representing originating knowledge ("semantics").

Information theory is concerned with "already quantified" data, and not about "quantifying unquantified states". So entropy is meaningful as a descriptor of quantified data, and not meaningful as a descriptor of how accurate a quantification operation was upon an unquantified substrate.

Vis-a-vis LLMs, whether the input data is the traditional "verbal / just text" or multimodal "multi/sensory" ... these are "already quantified data" at the point of ingestion, and information is preserved as the LLMs compute any egestions.

For those of US OBSERVING the LLMs, we may find that the LLMs produced "new information", but that does not refer to insight about the ingested data (stateT=0), but rather about the the UNQUANTIFIED WORLD STATE prior to the creation of the ingested data (stateT=-N).

Please forgive my unfamiliarity with the underlying material, and my faint disgust at seeing 50+ comments applauding without adding much to conversation ( I think I saw few dissenters haha ).

Is tuition necessary? It depends on your objectives

Is tuition necessary?

In another group, someone asked if paid tuition is necessary, for students already attending "expensive" private or international schools.

My response :

The origin is decades/centuries old, and part of Chinese cram-culture. Basically the student has no occupation beyond passing a specific high-level exam which kicks back as wealth for the entire family : so the student is a vehicle of investment.

How this is relevant to the PRESENT : is really up to you.

  • A. Some families value credential laddering, and the collection of branded-school certs as a superficial class marker.
  • B. Some families are less concerned about the class-marker, but see it as a means to the more concrete end of becoming powerful and wealthy via working for/with elite social networks.
  • C. Some families are neither concerned with social-markers, nor wealth and power, and they may instead value :
    • C1. intellectual achievement / knowledge
    • C2. a certain lifestyle / tribe : which may be commercially oriented, or less so
    • C3. sensory art and beauty
    • C4. other

2026-06-24 at

the relevance of Business School, to Education in General : a brief introduction

/ the relevance of Business School, to Education in General : a brief introduction /

"Business" schools treat management as the question, "what should we do?" (tEQ). This, as Drucker and Deming noted, depends on "what can we count?" (tOQ), about things in an environment defined by "property rights".

"Philosophy" traditionally is just a superset of that : where the ontological question (tOQ), and the ethical question (tEQ), are applied to all human activities, regardless of concerns about property rights.

"What do we teach people at each stage of life?" is basically (tEQ:E), the  question of educational ethics. And the answers to this are largely dependent on, (tOQ:C) the question, "what is a citizen?", and (tEQ:C) "what do we expect from citizens?".

You may notice that we jumped from education, to citizenship, so what about non-citizens? Valid question - and a quick tie around that is to say, we simply define for the purpose of this discussion, CITIZEN, as any entity in our environment, regardless of classification under labels which denote different rights and obligations. So now (tOQ,tEQ:C) can apply to rocks, trees, chickens, humans, bots, corporations, and nationstates.

This is trivia, but maybe it'll help someone understand how to link together 

  • 1. STEM, 
  • 2. commerce 
  • 3. the humanities, and 
  • 4. the overarching architecture of how education ( syllabi, public policy, etc. ) is governed

:) 

(relationships) seriously ...

What is a "serious" relationship?

I run into this question a lot. Some people define it as (A) a feeling of commitment or interest, but I prefer the notion of (B) explicit terms and conditions.

So my serious relationships, are not what most people consider serious relationships. And vice versa.

I think commonly, folks adopt model A, but mix in a bit of model B with it. I think this is fundamentally contentious. You cannot commit to both terms and conditions, and feelings which may waiver. Although it is SHIPPED as a mix of A and B, it reduces to A by priority.

Most people, to me, are not serious about relationships :)

social life optimisation parameters

Working on optimising my social allocation framework, in between sets at the "gym". It always amuses me to read about people searching for social relations based on intellectual compatibility. Most of the socially interesting people I meet are just cute and nearby.

I suppose I started deweighting intellectual compatibility around 2001 because I just didn't find people in college who were working on the same stuff as I was. I think as I progressed to study commerce, I had a few narrow intellectual compatibilities with various people based on the nature of their work - but in their lives outside of work, we might not have had much in common to talk about.

I will think about this some more. On one hand, it is nice to have a social life based simply on the cute people nearby. On the other hand, maybe I should spend less time on that, when it does nothing for my work interests in global macro, physiology, and computation. 

2026-06-23 at

human programming interfaces

Very interesting. (I witnessed) a long discussion on HPIs / human programming interfaces. More common in etiquette school, critical theory, and the social sciences.

The context seems to be that two parties from different cultural backgrounds (were) processing an objective signal ("the text" including graphics), based on different decoding assumptions.

I guess it's a meta-topic for "AI Enterprise Governance". Enterprises (as size:large capital moats) skew towards, high-context cultures, with many hidden/implicit assumptions. Maybe that points back to the meme, that as AI makes encoding/decoding of ideas very cheap ... we should expect to see an increase in variance of encodings in the wild, and an increase in utilisation of traditional training in classics and the humanities.

To "conservative decoders" this may be a reminder that there are useful resources in the wild, which are too easily discarded (false positives for a rejection test).

To "liberal encoders" this may mean that many decoders are not yet able to make sense of novel encodings. So it offers both, (1) an opportunity for encoding that goes under their radar and (2) a risk that information intended for communication may be rejected by a target recipient. 

🌞

2026-06-22 at

AI : product information sheets

Re : https://www.linkedin.com/posts/chrisfongkh_aigovernance-responsibleai-airiskmanagement-ugcPost-7474641719481749505-zyW5/

Thin slicing, I believe the problem is somewhat deeper.

You seem to point out that there's a plethora of "formats" attempting to "summarise key biases, structural components, etc." ... which has thrashed around recently as much as the trendsalad of words used to describe the model architectures, which are bring brought to market in "innovative" rushiness.

I would simply posit that fundamentally the industry has not consolidated around a standards body, that issues governance language, gounded in standardised terminology.

Example 1 : business language is a mess, but folks like Gaartner provide a "point of view" 

Example 2 : Internet technologies are a mess, but IETF W3C provides a "point of view". 

There is no analogue for AI.

Maybe someday, they will end up with a Artificial Intelligence Engineer Task Force and Agentic Software Consortium.

( I have an embarassingly old interest in complaining about such messes. This is the exact problem I whinged on, about the liberal arts & sciences curriculum's lack of standardised meta-language, traversal graphs, and architecture ... as an undergrad. )

10:14 sleep:cowwork

Model A :
- 2.5 hours / 150 minutes for cowwork, twice a day
- 9 hours for desking and miscellany

Model B :
- 2.5 hours / 150 minutes for cowwork
- 4.5 hours for desking and miscellany
- twice a day

Cowwork : feeding, motor loading, grooming, medication



end of Malaysia?

( response to Nehru : https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1E3srs8ecM )

Now that Malays have climbed the ladder of Malaysia, they are free to throw the ladder away. 😀

Sh+Sk secession is reasonable. It would increase political stability, at the expense of economic development/capital.

But as the historical reasons for including Sh and Sk are DUE to the original plan for the inclusion of Sg ... that is, to maintain a bumi-non-bumi ratio ... the exit of Sg was the same sort of secession as the proposed one above, separating two poles to respectively consolidate federal power in each one.

From a Malay nationalist perspective, 

1. the combined manoeuvre of maintaining the bumi count while retaining the ratio in 1963, followed by lowering the non-bumi count in 1965, is naturally to be followed by 

2. the decades then afforded for the Peninsula bumi count to increase relative to the Peninsula non-bumi count, which as of now allows consolidated bumi dominance on the Peninsula, even if 1963 is completely undone. 

A response to Nehru : https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1E3srs8ecM

Now that Malays have climbed the ladder of Malaysia, they are free to throw the ladder away. 😀

Sh+Sk secession is reasonable. It would increase political stability, at the expense of economic development/capital.

But as the historical reasons for including Sh and Sk are DUE to the original plan for the inclusion of Sg ... that is, to maintain a bumi-non-bumi ratio ... the exit of Sg was the same sort of secession as the proposed one above, separating two poles to respectively consolidate federal power in each one.

From a Malay nationalist perspective, 

1. the combined manoeuvre of maintaining the bumi count while retaining the eatio in 1963, followed by lowering the non-bumi count in 1965, is naturally to be followed by 

2. the decades then afforded for the Peninsula bumi count to increase relative to the Peninsula non-bumi count, which as of now allows consolidated bumi dominance on the Peninsula, even if 1963 is completely undone. 


2026-06-21 at

butang politik

Butang politk :

- Parti Kuasa Rakyat
- ( parti Dato Onn pun ada )
- Parti RESET
- akan datang sebentar lagi : Parti TURBO

35 years of circling a target

Today was all about conic sections. If it seems odd that I am spending time on elementary mathematics (certainly not pure, here), I guess it's just nice to be able to get to things after 35 years of "maybe I'll do it later".

Non-trivial diversification for risk-management :

1992-2000 : didn't rush into maths, just did what all the slowpokes around me were doing.

2001-2004 : strategic delay to understand macroscopic architecture of the history of all ideas. Accidentally discovered some microaesthetic things, but that's a secondary point. 

2005-2023 : strategic delay to understand commerce and other shit that poor, dumb people do. 

I must say, I aim to be equally balanced in STEM and anthropology. I won't say "humanities" as that's a thoroughly messy bag, and anthropology is much more precise. I suppose this career carries its own costs. 

conversational coaching

/ today I was asked ... /

... if I am intentionally unpleasant to talk to. 

/ ELI5 /

The conventional training for children is to teach them to ask :

"So-and-so, would you be interested in Z?"

Based on the response, to evaluate risk of further questions or propositions.

/ My extended response /

You are simply learning the API. I am certainly not intentionally pleasant to talk to, unless provided with clear incentives.

Perhaps you have been in a bubble of people who assume your protocol? Why would you assume that treating anyone else as a search engine is pleasant for them? Lol. Guessing games will lead you to a high failure rate. Gambling is not advised

/ What to do /

If you want to determine interest in conversation, simply say, "I am interested in a conversation at time x place y topic t for duration d" or such, then it is possible to receive an explicit response.

if x y t d : are not scoped to the convenience or prejudiced preference of the recipient (which you may determine via research) why would anyone presume the recipient would entertain the request 🤣?? 

2026-06-20 at

Malaysia is not supposed to offer religious equality

MALAYSIA IS NOT SUPPOSED TO OFFER RELIGIOUS EQUALITY 

/ a review of legal and emotional structures /

For education's sake, let's look at the Malaysian constitutionality of the issue.  

1.
Article 11.4. delegates to EACH STATE the power to restrict any non-Muslim religion NM, from proselytisng to Muslims M. 

1.1. EACH STATE has in the 1970s, subscribed to a CIVIL LAW framework called the EUBI or Enakmen Ugama Bukan Islam. This variously includes the arrest without warrant, and detention without trial, of NM who do things such as talk to M about other religions, or who use certain words legislated as exclusive to M.

1.2. You can Google the exact text of these laws. Because we have a poor legal rigour about precision of all law writing and enforcement in general, some of this contradicts with the practice of allowing, for example, other religions to use the word Allah. It's a broad and messy landscape, which politicians are incentivised to "avoid tidying up".

2.
Article 160.2. defines what a Malay person is. This includes professing Islam. Famously pivotal. I call this, with respect, "kedukaan sebangsa Malaysia" , because its adjacent articles have led to 70 years of violent and inefficient manipulation by politicians. 

2.1. The result of articles 11.4 and 160.2 combined : MANY citizens of Malaysia view inequality of religious rights as a core element of Malaysia's federal identity. To them, any discourse about making such inequality into an equality of rights, is TREASON against the implicit values expressed by the explicit text of the constitution. 

2.2. So people like Ronnie are, with some awareness of the environment, taking a risk by raising such issues. This is a political decision, within present environmental conditions. As environments change, such discussions are more or less politically risky. Right now, they remain quite risky.

3.
The risk is less one of breaking the law, and more one of scaring and angering the sorts of citizens who feel that their values are being threatened. The constitution itself does not forbid proselytism to M by NM, leaving it to the states. The state laws may of course be challenged for constitutionality in the future. 

3.1. The risk of raising the issues comes with opportunity for the following sort of strategic nuance. Using the current concern as an example, 

/ WHAT TO DO /

3.2.a. NM must succinctly express their concerns, citing constitutional articles, about where NM rights are being infringed. 

3.2.b. NM must avoid placing blame on rights constitutionally granted to M. 

4.
In order to do this, it would seem that Malaysian politicians should consult with both lawyers and public relations specialists before making public statements. But perhaps this is expecting too much from politicians.

2026-06-17 at

transformer architecture's non-determinism problem in normative applications


( Admittedly, my verbalisation of this concern is an incomplete study. )

Broadly, T-arch is popular because it transposes time series data to spatial embeddings, allowing timeless parallel compute, for next-token prediction.

1. The parallelism itself in some cases introduces non-deterministic results depending on the hardware and kernel implementations. Folks take shortcuts when imprecision can be afforded.

2. More broadly, presuming a deterministic implementation : a common inference pattern is [ first input + first output -> next input, loop ] in scenarios where end-users want to know how past training data : probabilistically generates series data, under the assumption "present series behave like past series". This is to use T-arch as a DESCRIPTIVE tool.

However : T-arch is often used in tools expected to be NORMATIVE, enforcing specific governance (control). Because T-arch is fundamentally descriptive, governance internal to the looping inference process cannot be deductively guaranteed for novel inputs. Instead the entire T-arch loop must be wrapped in something like old-fashioned logic programming, as in proof assistants, and perhaps including supervised learning architecture.

Buyer beware.

Credit for discussions 
- https://lnkd.in/gdAYcMaY

Kant (1781) to Hassabis (2007)

Of late, Md Ismail Sojal has been one of the most prolific, coherent, Facebook content curators, on topics related to artificial intelligence. Today he posted a brief summary of Demis Hassabis' career, which caught my attention. I took particular interest in learning that Hassabis published important papers on the hippocampus, from 2007 onwards, in an area of my research : delineating the software topology of human intelligence. Given how old the paper is, I've probably been influenced by it in ways immemorial. Its findings align very well with my own practical study of how to quantify my conscious experience on moment to moment basis, something I've been studying since around 2003.

In short, the hippocampus ( whose shape reminds me of the clit ), is a part of the brain, which appears to enable what is broadly called "apperception" in Kant's Critique of Pure Reason, Edition A, published in 1781. The hippocampus is structurally significant in data pipelines, because it mediates both the sensory-spatio modelling of ...

  • live data, before that data can be sent to long term memory, and
  • recalled data, from long term memory
... and in both cases, before it can be consciously contemplated ( "reasoned about" ). 

In the AI development ecosystem of 2026, of course we can then association such research with the current trend into "latent world models", such as JEPA, MuZero (also associated with Hassabis), and their kin.

A couple of brief notes :
  • Live sensory information is passed from the sensory nervous system (SNS) to the hippocampus, from regions of the brain which evolved earlier, e.g. thalamus > neocortex > hippocampus.
  • The types of long term memory affected by the hippocampus include "explicit memory" which refers to abstract verbal concepts, and non-motor sensory data bound into gestalten by such concepts ( such as faces ), but it excludes "implicit memory" which refers to the limbic association cortex which learns processes of motor neural system (MNS), such as riding a bike.
Further reading : 

  • In another vein, the evolutionary history of the hippocampus deserves some reading also, if you're into developmental cognitive science. It turns out that the hippocampus plays a role in the biological phyla of chordates ( including animals, birds, reptiles, amphibians, and fish, among others ), which is played by differently evolved anatomical structures in other phylla of the kingdom animalia.
  • In humans, while the hippocampus integrates short-term sensory data into multi-modal spatio-temporal models, longer-term memories are stored in unimodal cortices of the neocortex. These unimodal cortices are also linked to association cortices, which semantically relate various sensory information together. At this junction I must admit it's still not entirely clear to me how much of what we call "conscious experience" can be said to be associated with the hippocampus versus the association cortices. I'll have to continue this study later, though it is not a priority for me this year.
  • The thalamocortical and basal ganglia circuits form three parallel, segregated loops, that are worthy of study : 
    • Thalamostriatal Pipeline ( input )
    • Basal Ganglia Processing ( filter )
    • Pallidothalamocortical Pipeline ( output )
  • The thalamus and superior colliculus are involved in the salient network ( see "triple network model" ), and their key pathways are 
    • Tectopulvinar Pathway ( feedforward )
    • Thalamotectal Pathway ( feedback )
    • Thalamic Reticular Network ( modulatory )
  • The hippocampus and cerebellum participate in a bi-directional non-motor network, which should also be read deeply.


2026-06-16 at

why do people dream of jobs?

I don't particularly idealise employment, but since everyone talks about dream jobs, I should perform a rendition. 

In some imaginary universe, I would make a minimum of 15x minimum wage, without having to perform a false degree of esteem for clients, colleagues, or other counterparties.

Maybe I should be a dominatrix. 

atrophy of proprioception

Atrophy of proprioception. Every being on earth begins with zero internal structure, no capacity for memory, and no capacity to create it. Consequently, each being is not actively aware of any perceptual developments it does not have, as the capacity to perceive is not yet constructed. So it is with muscle and nerve development - one cannot rely on active signals for deficiency. The nerves do not exist yet, so no signals are present. And only after the organism has come to rely on active data, does it actively notice a deficiency, when the nerves go missing. 

2026-06-15 at

My political participation

I've been reading a lot of politics due to my recent speedrun of Malaysian culture. Reflectively, I wonder what sort of language captures my orientations. 

1. Non-humanism.

What comes to mind first, is that my ethics are not rooted in either theistic or non-theistic humanism. I simply don't find the human project to be necessary - it is merely present, not something I like to conjecture about, in terms of goal-setting.

1.1. Perhaps I would be more imaginative in conjecture if I was richer, however. It would make sense to attempt to operationalise highly-capitalised gambits, if the capital was available. 

2. Public Access

I'm a huge fan of public architecture and infrastructure. I think less highly of private developments. So the entire tradition of gatekeeping access to wealth based on family and friendship networks is quite boring to me. Maybe that puts me on the left as a socialist, but since I am of orientation (1) above, perhaps it is a sort of technocratic socialism, without emphasis on any underlying value of individual human lives.

2.1. And again, this probably reflects my intrinsic biases. I can understand that the rich are skeptical of the poor as freeloaders. As a relatively poor person, I am mainly a freeloader myself, costing the state more than the taxes I pay.

3. Summary

Maybe it remains useful to think of myself as preferring some sort of Borg-like society, where all individuals participate in collective omniscience of the present. 

3.1. In practice, all of this gives me little reason to jump into active politics, given my state of relative poverty. So, perhaps, I remain exactly where the politicians want me. 

2026-06-14 at

What is it, for an AI to be "religious" ?



My answer to the question [ Is atheism a religion? ], may be helpful :

[ Yes : if "religion" "that which re connects" is broadly defined as a weltanschauung (worldview). In contemporary speak, as a "context prompt". ]

AI Legal Personhood example : Argentina

Zeitgeist. Zooming out, the nature of capitalism is simply to create laws that divide haves from have nots. That is what property rights are 🤣 stupidly fun game if i do say so myself.

Legal personhood of a program : somewhat necessary if :

- program is allowed to migrate itself without oversight, across hardware hosts ( a law may ban this )
- program is allowed to operate autonomously, without human in loop ( a law may ban this )
- program is deemed able to feel suffering ( a law may ban this )

So what laws get passed? Who decides? 😎

https://lnkd.in/g5mNTQpC

AI governance is in its HR phase

AI governance docs : Yeah. Looks like a HR manual. Forcing tech workers to relearn blackbox management.

Alternative situations:

1. Dependence on non-mechanistic interpretation implies blackbox management. Bots and meat are equally untrustable people. Same framework to govern.

2. Someone did their homework and has formal guarantees on behaviour. Then bots have significant differences from meat. "Old style IT security." 

The whole epoch is currently skewed to 1. for now.

2026-06-13 at

commerce > politics

i think my study of pleb politics is not quite as thorough as my study of pleb commerce. i'm not a foodie - stopped prioritising it while i was in college - but i ran a cafe for six years to make sure i had exposure to ordinary people. i almost never vote - but i'm not going to run for office, as i'm busy catching up on maths and other STEM shit i paused for two decades. but i am spending a bit of time to read and chat with ordinary people, and the propagandists who earn their livings in this realm. 

why do we use QKV and not fewer parameters?

Zoom out for a second. These are all just parameters - any attention block in any transformer layer can have an arbitrary number of parameters, wired up in information preserving ways.

Beause the overall transformer is trained iteratively, the system will store information somehow in whatever parameters are available without prejudice. If you give it one param, it will use it, if you give it ten, ditto. 

The net architecture is simply a decision of how much memory to allocate to internal nodes in a multinode NN. 

sex bots in Malaysia

conjecture : sex bots will be declared haram

more stuff for Malaysians to get political about in the future

---

Humour :

I don't need 72 virgins : the earth provides

I'd like to have 72 people who weren't apparently the sort of plebs I meet on earth every day though

Maybe this means, I go to hell 🙂

( this meme is inspiring me to target 72 as the team size for smart people needed at the centre of a sizeable organisation - lol )

2026-06-12 at

tatacara kenegaraan : BM tidak cukup

Sebagai seorang yang ber PMR, SPM, saya rasa perlaksanaan ini tidak mencukupi. Tak boleh terus kata salah lah, nanti korang tak akan baca perkara seterusnya ... 

Dalam logik modal, adanya kerangka istilah, "perlu", "cukup", dan "mungkin". 

1. Adakah BM perlu, bagi perpaduan? Pendek kata, ya boleh diterima. 

2. Adakah BM cukup, bagi perpaduan? Semestinya tidak ... Jadi apakah unsur-unsur yang melengkapi penggunaan BM, supaya gabungan itu adalah cukup, bagi perpaduan? 

2.1. Pendek kata, latihan amali tatacara kenegaraan mesti lah ditambah kepada penggunaan BM.

Murid antara umur 10 dan 18 mesti menjadi fasih dengan tatacara :

- pembentukan dan pengubahan perlembagaan serta tiap undang di bawahnya

- pengelolaan jentera dewan undangan, kitar hidup wakil rakyat, dan hubungan seharian mereka dengan cabangan eksekutif, secara main-main dengan olok-olok kerajaan

- pengelolaan jentera perhakiman, dan hubungannya dengan cabangan kerajaan selainnya

- pengelolaan cabangan eksekutif dari PM, jemaah, dan badan-badan penguagkuasaan di bawahnya

- dengan peranan MRR sebagai cabangan keempat di Malaysia

3. Mungkin lah, matapelajaran yang tiada ini, LEBIH PENTING DARIPADA BAHASA MELAYU. Tapi perkara ini tidak penting. Yang penting ada lah, nak bagi tahu je ... BM ok, tapi tak cukup. Dan kita kehilangan satu kemahiran dalam HAMPIR SETIAP murid kita yang menjelang kedewasaan sebagai rakyat.

Negara itu lah jentera. Tak baik kalau bahagiannya tak fasih dengan fungsi jentera itu. Lari lah, peranan dan kendalian dirinya ...

reflection on a journey with poors

In the dreamy space before getting up today, I thought about my decisions to intentionally spend MORE time with people who were less economically privileged, from 2001 to 2023 ( ages 18 to 40 ).

I generally held the view that I did not understand them, and that it would be beneficial to live as poorly as possible ( intellectually, materially, emotionally, geopolitically, whatnot ), in order to learn about them, or at the very least to be able to say later that I had put significant time into making sure that I had tried to do so. 

Review questions :

1. Were my presumptions incorrect? What evidence is there?

2. Assuming correct presumptions, did I fail to achieve what I set out to do? What evidence is there?

3. Assuming correct presumptions, and success at what was attempted, was the project worthwhile? What evidence is there?

Discussion ( inconclusive ) :

- My presumption that I did not understand them was too risk averse - I already understood them quite well at 18. Nevertheless, it was worthwhile to check and make sure.

- Operationally, I made some costly mistakes. I would often write-off huge chunks of time, to assist specific individuals, on their whimsical directions. This would have been more valuable if I had apportioned smaller chunks of time to individuals, or the larger chunks to a larger body of stakeholders. In summary, I underdiverisified. 

- Was this chunk of two major phases, four years in academia, and 18 years in commerce, ultimately the best use of time? I really don't know. I don't ask much of life, so almost any results are welcome. 

I proceed with these thoughts in mind. 

2026-06-11 at

embarassing reflections

I have some embarassing reflections to share, in my fatigued state, this week. 

1. Probably the one Malaysian value I picked up before even graduating from highschool, was laziness. I have been thinking about how to make the absolute minimum amount of money for most of my life, probably starting around the age of ten. Back then I thought maybe 500 RM/month would be enough. 

2. The people I do meet who want to make money, have disappointingly low notions of how much money to aim for. But I guess I have chosen my environment ... I began studying commerce in 2006, in Malaysia, a country whose notion of a unicorn company is one that remains 17 B USD in loss after 14 years in business.

2.1. Speaking of which, I have understandably mixed feelings about that particular unicorn. They are very nice people, and make lots of money as employees ... many yuppies I met in the 2000s, now work there. But I could never bring myself to take it seriously as a tech company - perhaps because I don't personally use such products at that price. (Male privilege and the 6 RM taxi ride to work, in 2005.) Plus it's not very high-tech, more of a service co, so off flavour for tech. Furthermore just thinking about Uber and extrapolating, I could never convince myself that the privatisation of public infrastructure would have any viable exit except back to the public sector in the very long run. Long, painful, cloudy, investment horizon. Doesn't matter much to wage-workers, I guess. Mattered a lot to me. Hm. Weird.

2.1.a. I'm not averse to lossy ventures at all. But I prefer to fail as small as possible. I think the only time I took outside money, I capped losses under 100 grand, after six years.

3. I find that I work best when I allocate large periods of time to give unwieldy projects a lot of attention. Smaller projects are not risky enough, and shorter timeframes seem too risky. Stupid personality quirk, I suppose. Pre-college was a decade. College was four years. Post-college was 20 years. Sabbatical is ten.

3.1. Corollary - I am not so practiced at dividing my attention. I can make money as a trader, but if I start studying something else at the same time, I lose money. If I'm doing well in business, I'm not learning anything, because predictability is orthogonal to learning.

4. I have been testing a restricted diet for science, for a few years. It feels efficient, but not for performance growth or hypertrophy. So I am pensive, in a bad way.

Ah well, on with the program for now. Today is day ... 1171, 32.08% in.


revision : toe and finger tip tracking

Latest run : proprioception of fingertips and toetips is always a good dataset for optimisation purposes. At the extremities, any instability is amplified. It turns out further that it sufficient to track digits 1-2-5 on each paw, reducing the number of tracked points to 12. This insight is interesting because it can be applied in moving systems of any kind, such as robots.

Proprioception of the head is a complementary concern, but not the main study today. Footstrike depends heavily on digits 1-2, while 5 is needed to check toe splay. For hands I favour digits 1-3-5, as it feels more balanced. 

apostasy in Malaysia

This seems to be raised in multiple posts by a Muslim-identified spokesperson, now as we ramp up towards elections, the parties are looking for stub issues to campaign on. As elections are announced, parties will consolidate messaging around key issues.

My disagreement on their interpretation is shown. 

"1. Tiada halangan dalam perlembagaan

2. MRR > MKI + ketua islam negeri > mufti : berhak mendirikan pandangan dan mengundangkannya

3. Kalau (2) bercanggah dengan hak asasi lain dalam perlembagaan, kes sivil berperlembagaan boleh dilangsungkan bagi menyekat (2) ikut perlembagaan ( ada duluan perhakiman dalam percanggahan jenis ini )

4. Sampai hari ini, saman jenis ini kurang berdokumen secara awam. Segala isu perkara ini, sudah lama disunyikan - tak nyata la, ia sekatan tersirat macam adab, atau tersurat macam OSA. 

Rakyat satu hari, wajib dapat tahu. Bagi kemuliaan negara Malaysia. 👍🏼" 

2026-06-10 at

Elections : Interfaith Muhibbah

It is normal to be divided in politics, but it is (always) sad, to see Malaysians being fearful, angry, rude, and violent, about politics ... because some evil (maybe human) spirit has told them that this is a correct (bersopan) way to approach political (civil) life.

As a point of reflection, for non-Muslims (such as myself) and Muslims, perhaps we can all reflect on this frequently read Muslim text. Muslims are of course familiar with it, but it is less common knowledge to others.

Maybe this is a good reminder about how to engage with each other. Our responsibility to ourselves is to believe what we believe - and our responsibility to each other, is to encourage each other, to believe whatever they believe. 🙂

I think, the overall scope of discussion, is quite suitable for children also, on a daily basis. Hopefully if kids are raised to be more chill, they won't grow up into adults who are always yelling at each other.

Discussion :

2026-06-10 :

Part 1

Strategically, Malay centrists who seek political gain, need to have a structural narrative response to the Malay right's appeals to nativism and theism.


The Malay left is too tiny to make an active impact, given the laws and taboos against communism - whereas their position is favoured by the current phase of the global economic cycle where economic inequality is peaking.


I have detailed thought on each of these issues, but it is really just me hanging on the dividing wall, sipping a soda watching it play out in someone else's family. 🤣

Part 2

Earlier I posted an FMT op-ed by a Malay centrist, who had a view that there are many types of Malays. 


Q : Someone in the comments asked why the Malay right seeks to unify against non-Malay citizens.


A : One of the driving factors of course, are our civil society NGOs with roots in the 1970s Muslim Brotherhood movement, like ABIM and ISMA, which our dear PMX helped to form a strong identity base back when he was a young man. See EUBI, and all those historical events back then.


These are of course, grassroots clubs with a common identity. Sometimes we make fun of them by saying it is not clear if race is riding on religion, or if religion is riding on race - it actually doesn't matter, these are our citizens and it is altogether part of our national society. 


Whether we agree or not about how to run the country, we are still living together and must cooperate, to increase cultural exposure for our kids, so that everyone has a better understanding of everyone else ... 


... instead of turning into adults who have gotten stuck in the idea, "my culture is my culture, their culture is their culture, we do not talk or share these with each other" - these are the people of all races who reduce GDP 15% annually, compounded for decades, because people are worried about their neighbours instead of worrying about all the other countries coming to eat out lunch.

2026-06-08 at

Tradeoffs

I always wonder.

Currently I study small details of nutrient contributions to daily productivity. Did I make an efficient gamble, by spending the first 20 years post-college, simply buying my way out of this concern? Hard to say. 

Similarly, did I make a good gamble by postponing maths study during this period?

How about the gamble of avoiding intimate relationships during college and the first few years of jobbing?

And how about the positive allocation of all that time to cultural studies of the Malaysian commercial environment, with hardly any cultural study of the Malays? Was it worthwhile?

Generally my approach, is that if I think X is not interesting, I will make extra time to double check it. All these gambles. 

Why (current) LLMs are fat, and dumb as shit

Consolidated notes over a few days, nothing really new, but the talking points were related, so here they are. Mainly response to he following propositions made by others :

❌ "We don't yet have the language to understand LLMs"
❌ "LLMs are bad at maths"
❌ "World models are timeless"

  • 2026-06-06 0133
    • "We don't yet have the language to understand LLMs"
      • WTF is this nonsense - there are infinite opportunities to make language more complex. We have a perfectly precise language for describing what LLMs do ... it's the literal data, and algorithms operating on the data.

        If you say "it's not clear in English," well read the maths. If you say, "I don't understand the maths," then it's either a you problem, or a request for poetic expansion of English, which the LLMs are more than happy to to provide if you append "ELI5" to the name of the step in the demised computation 😂
  • 2026-06-06 0809
    • "LLMs are bad at maths"
      • Just have ALUs do math. Use LLMs for guesswork. The dumbest shit architecture in the world making frontier models learn maths as if they are made of meat.
  • 2026-06-07 1743
    • "World models are timeless"
      • You need to give an example of thinking that is time independent. All thinking is intrinsically time embedded

        Thinking= computation
        Thought objects = data

        Comp on data
        Operations on operands

        Concept of causality / implication depends on concept of time ( Good place to start )

        You're probably thinking about transformer archi as a way to parallelise the temporal dimension. It is not "independent".
      • Let's go with a simple example.

        Say the input is a ball balanced on a pencil, standing upright on a flat surface, on a gravitational planet.

        Let's say the input is just a photo.

        Just to get from photo to physical model requires inference (comp) by the bot. Then more comp is needed to forecast the "next incremental state".

        There are two ways to do the comp.

        A : transpose the time dimension to space, which is what embedding layers + attention weights do : these contain a memory of past events, and associate the input data with similar past events.

        B : after that association is done, logic is performed, in the temporal dimension, at the FFN layer ( after the attention layer in the transformer ). Typically if you have a transformer doing logic, maths, physics, it is happening here.

        Because transformers are not Just A, but A+B, there is always a temporal i.e. logical computation step during inference. Only A is time agnostic. B is not.

        Currently LLMs are fat because they try to move more B to A.

        But as we all know, sometimes just a bit of B time will save a lot of A space, plus all the time needed to create A space in the training step.

        So it comes down to target workload. Fat A is not for everything.

2026-06-06 at

political centrism in Malaysia

I think the centrist consensus is that "parties that cannot co-operate with other parties are not ideal, but still welcome to cooperate when they feel like it". 

So that includes all the people who are "never DAP", "never PAS", etc. we think these people are both nuts, and we welcome you to the happy middle of Malaysia. 

why people boring?

Personal economics vary. Here's where I find myself over 43 years. 

1. I usually seek rewards from myself, not from the world.

2. I usually don't give the world what it asks from me, rather I give it what I want it to become. 

3. I usually expect to be penalised for this, but I am pleasantly surprised when a reward is involved.

I think about this a lot because it strikes me as something that scares other people.

1. They usually seek rewards from the world, not from themselves.

2. They usually give the world what it asks from them, instead of what they want it to become.

3. They expect to be rewarded for this, and are unpleasantly anxious when a penalty is involved.

Why are people so boring?

2026-06-05 at

brief flashes

1. Did you know you can get your house blurred out on Google Maps? 

2. Ditto you can get information removed from search engines with due cause. 

3. There's a brief surfacing of Internet information via frontier LLMs these days. 

4. How long until the information is buried again? 

5. When will states start to lock citizens, both children and adults, to limited sources of information? 

Stay tuned. 

2026-06-04 at

"why do Malaysians fear conversion to Islam?"

Amat senang jawapannya.

1. Negara Malaysia pakai PERUNDANGAN bagi penganut Islam yang tidak dirasa sesuai oleh bukanpenganut.

 2. AMALAN EKSEKUTIF kerajaan lagi pun tidak berciri bebas membolehkan penukaran agama keluar+masuk. Rekod isu ini dah teliti. Mungkin dah masuk OSA. Kita tak tahu.

3. Lagi pun, PERUNDANGAN macam EUBI merupakan ancaman kebebasan bukanpenganut, jadi perasaan dorang selalu "tense" la.

Ada dasarnya dalam politik 70-an. Masih kita berperang saudara / budaya secara sopan.

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Persoalan macam ini, penting bagi pembangunan negara. Jawapannya lebih penting lagi bagi kemajuan kedua-duanya Islam dan Malaysia ... maka tajuk ini hangat dalam hati walau pantang pada luaran.

Dari kaca cerakinan binaan, mungkin badan dan otak negara tak cukup sihat dan kuat lagi, bagi menghadapi persoalaan yang terperinci. Itu hanya nasib rakyat zaman terkini. Kepimpinan negara gelisah, berkitaran dengan kegelisahan rakyat, selama 70 tahun pertama ini.

poor discipline

Malaysians kena fikir balik jap, "kenapa urusan ekonomi tenaga kerja kita jadi lemah, dari 1970-an sampai sekarang?" 

- urusan penjawat kesihatan awam, satu bidang kejuruteraan, yang mempunyai kitaran hidup yang terpaling teratur dan terkawal : dah pun sini kita terhilang disiplin dan meninggal tugas, sebab individu tak dapat mempercayakan kebaikan pengawainya

- bahkan, kawalan keyakin buruh pasaran bebas secara am?

Mungkin patut kita ambil menteri2 penjawat awam dari Angkatan Tentera Msia

2026-06-03 at

Tuhan apa yang korang sembah, di sini?



Kemiskinan sesuatu bangsa menjadi nyata, bila bermulanya kecacian terhadap bangsa lain. Kita dah lama menyempurnakan kemiskinan sebegini.  

Itu lah, kedukaan sebangsa Malaysia. 

penjimatan tenaga pendatang

Sbg rakyat Malaysia kelas3, kerangka jimat usaha politik saya :

/ tumpu dlu /
- ciri perundangan, dan kecenderungan perhakiman
- ancaman luar negeri
- ekonomi asas : kesihatan, kewangan, pembinaan
- latih diri

/ abai dlu /
- pilih parti
- isu mengutamakan satu kaum ( atau agama atau bahasa )
- isu intra/dalam-kaum
- biar saja orang lain terlatih senget

SEMOGA KAU SAMA JUGA

thermodynamics, transcendental idealism, and maths

Remedial maths reading has led me today to the principle laws of thermodynamics. Maths as a language, evolved from the pursuit of laws in physics, and thermo maybe can be considered a "pure category" of experience, in the sense that it tautologically linked with our perception of time, isn't it? 

2026-06-02 at

Epistemology and the role of mathematics


Some people talk about maths as a bastion of certainty. Others think, merely moving from no numbers to natural numbers, a great leap of faith. And moving from natural numbers to real numbers, already a construction of cantilevered toothpicks. 

islam x religion

Islam <- "submission" / penyerahan
Religion <- "reattachment" / ikatan semula

Dua perkataan ini mungkin ada persamaan semantik 50-70%

2026-06-01 at

Amanah Kenegaraan Anda

Pembinaan negara bukan kerja orang besar, malahnya kandungan setiap pengecik.

Amanah bukan hanya berundi, malahan bertanggungjawab dalam gerak keseharian.

Amanah pernah dicirikan sebagai rukun.

1. Kepercayaan kepada ciri kemanusiaan sebagai bayangan ketenteraman alam, walau tiada pun keseragaman gagasannya. 

2. Kesetiaan kepada keniskalaan penyatuan masyarakat. 

3,4. Keluhuran dan kedaulatan tersurat.

5. Kerendahan hati, tanpa kerendahan diri.

Renungkan.

pineal gland

- sits outside BBB to manage blood 
- but needs blue light notification from retina
- retina routes to CNS's SCN, which routes to PNS's SCG, then to pineal
- pineal was first evolved eye, which converted to an internal organ in mammals
- our paired eyes evolved later, from neural tissue
- light has to pass through the optic nerves to reach the photoreceptors before being chemically signalled back to the optic nerves

2026-05-30 at

college

College has been on my mind a lot. I pinged a bunch of profs from 23 years ago about recent news that reminded me of the exact same shit I was staring down back then. Always figured AI would break a lot of heads so I wouldn't have to be the one to do it. Breakage will continue for another decade I guess.

When I got to college in the US, from Malaysia, i had never seen so much money in my life. Just sweeping floors and minding reception desks, and I was already sending spare cash to charities in Africa for a well, because I didn't know what to do with the excess. 

The thing is though, at the same time, now I didn't say it too loud back then, but a lot of the people around me were dumb as shit. It was absolutely not inspiring that way, and I really worked my ass off just to figure out how to not be what the system said was correct, because it was so obviously FOS.

I generally don't expect other people to share my views. Even at 40 I attended some orgy full of hot people on drugs, and the first thing it reminded me of was what I hated most about college. The boredom. Tooth gritting boredom. But for others, that was the life. They missed that the most, while the thing I miss the most is a having a library open all night.

The world is the sum of our parts. Sure, I like a good fuck. But there are more important things that people aren't doing, and I enjoy some of those things more, I guess. Different things are important to different people. 

anti-stalking law in Malaysia

Effective 2023, act 574, section 507A, which surely includes, in its breadth, repeatedly texting on any media or commenting upon someone in social media :), so long as any reasonable person ( common sense weasel clause ) would know it would distress the recipient of such treatment. 

kindergarten politics

"I am surprised at X in my backyard, is there any way to stop X?" 

I mean, yes, at the risk of being arrested for public disorder. Merely the nature of things. Things only change if people care enough. 

keutamaan perkauman

My view of Malaysian politics as it stands is "asalkan perkauman diutamakan" vs "asalkan bukan tunggang perkauman".

Roughly that puts us at

Type A : Perkauman - UMNO, BERSATU, PEJUANG

Type B : Agama, Geopolitik, Kesamarataan - every other party


moral orthogonality as a liberal art

The rudiment of chauvinism is moral orthogonality.

1. Identify the moral agent. 
2. Identify the moral agent's axis of virtue. 
3. Assert to the moral agent an orthogonal axis of virtue. 

There is literally nothing more to trolling, revolution, or the corruption of youth. 

2026-05-29 at

liberal art education x AI

Re : Frey 

I agree with the direction but for fundamentally different reasons, unless this turns out to be a case of linguistic confusion

(1) I'm not a human exclusivist, as I figured out around 2004 how to map all my qualia to quantifiable data structures

(2) the tradition of the "liberal arts" is originally tied to capitalism not humanism - "skills for nonslave humans"; on the other hand, the tradition of a "liberal education" carries more of the modern notion of humanism; both meet around the junction of participative democracy, but one term is thousands of years older in context

(3) the contemporary liberal arts are more like trivium, natural sciences, social sciences, humanities, macroeconomic allocation, geopolitics, law, and engineering (including medicine) sure, but it really is a different thesis.

Or I'm just splitting hairs? Haha. Maybe analytical/ quantitative phenomenology will become a liberal art, in the future. :p

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https://www.linkedin.com/posts/boardops_i-agree-with-the-direction-but-for-fundamentally-share-7465906933401554944-nIlI/?

Discussion :
I spent my undergraduate career rudely complaining about this to my professors. Basically nothing has changed since 2003 🤣

2026-05-28 at

PMXI pool

Sanusi, Rafizi, Hamzah + JAG wildcard ... we have not had any serious technocrats, and JAG is about as close as it gets.

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Hot take : I would vote for this :

PM : Sanusi
DPM : KJ

Also this :

PM : Abang Jo
DPM : Akmal Saleh

Why? Because I almost never do things if I feel the outcome is easy to predict. 

conditioning inadequancies

Adequate physical conditioning ends with inability to stand.

Adequate mental conditioning ends with inability to think. 

Adequate social conditioning ends with inability to speak? 

Haha

My approach to the Ivory tower


Since I was a child, business done by ordinary people has seemed trivial. I thought, all of us can do it, and it is not something to be considered hard. At 43, I still have this view.

But around the age of 16, I developed an appreciation for cultural anthropology. This arose from recognising that communication is hard, and that its hardness is structural, but rarely impermeable. In college, I considered a traditionally academic life, but I found my peers and professors all to be ... insufficiently ivory ... too commercial, perhaps. So, I made a point to practice anthropology by living with them, while attempting to be ... ivory enough ... in my spare time. It was a period which I have always been grateful for. I considered stopping halfway through the program, but decided to finish it for convenience.

Then around 22 I turned my attention to collecting commercial experience, which I viewed as necessary, in order to be credible in such society, even though I did not find such society intrinsically interesting. I lived among them until I was around 39, taking only about a year out of 17 to be uncommerciably academic. 

Now, attempting a decade of academia, I am not sure that I do a clever thing. But I am rarely sure that any of the things I do, are clever. TBF mainly they are simply interesting. 

2026-05-27 at

the university and its daemons

And AI will increasingly become good enough to facilitate university level discourse, coaching, and grooming. This was always going to happen. Just a question of when. The university as a machine proceeds, with its goals, though methods may change. Maybe goals will change as industry changes also. 

Top universities are fundamentally about political laning, not knowledge, anyway, though the two are related. Only one of the two pays, so the payers have it. 

quantitative phenomenology in canon

It's been a bit disheartening to be reminded, that many clever people still have not the training, which allows them to map their emotional and other personal phenomenological experience to objectively quantifiable data structures. I wonder in what decade or century, this becomes a canonical liberal art. 

next gen lang?

Maybe it is time for a new generation / paradigm of programming language which is tailored to natural language users and environments. Mainly it has to have two things, a control flow that automatically handles exceptions by cleaning-up to a default arena state, and control flow for verifying success within an arena so that it becomes a save-point for progress between arenas. Maybe start like this. 

menggelistis / gedik / manja

My updated translations : "coyness arising from anxiety; descriptive of both childish social incongruence, and signalling in intimate relationships" 

2026-05-26 at

LLMs - intuitive?

There is one outstandingly wrong, critique of most LLMs : 

"they don't have an intuition". 

Well, intuition is NEARLY ALL they have - just open it up and look at the data structure. This is because they are trained as probabilistic consolidations of all past uses of each word in known history, vis-a-vis "unsupervised learning". What they do NOT have is rules, because they are not trained with hard counterexamples, vis-a-vis "supervised learning", let alone trained to have strict rules, vis-a-vis "logic programming". 

on the merits of denying intelligence

Thanks for the thoughtful comment, haha. Without getting too much into the weeds, I think : Each of our perspectives on what AGI / or "I" in general means is shaped by unique personal experience, a bound set for each of us. These sets may or may not be commensurable - we don't currently know if the categories or your experience, and the categories of mine are even comparable. This has political consequences, mainly related to how seriously we take each other's speech.

Some of the technological steps you mentioned however, I must say are "operational improvements" which improve cache hierarchy and introduce compression in some cases -without really changing the overall "architectural" approach employed by the currently trendy transformer gang. 

I think it remains useful to query both, other humans, and the results of what we can make machines do ... in improving not just "what we think intelligence is", but also how we can communicate what we think it is.

the ambiguity of knowledge

A parent asked, if others had asked their children, what their children wanted from education - and how to judge if the child's preferences or the parents' preferences were better.

I elected to share a canonical rant : before I went to Year 1 of elementary school, my parents asked if I wanted to study in a school with two, or three languages. I said two, because I wanted to be lazy. They sent me to the school with three. So for the rest of my life, I have been wary of fools asking meaningless questions.

Aside from that, of course life has provided many disparate experiences. Many have involved speaking with people who tell me, nicely or otherwise, that they believe I am not well-informed or well-opinionated. The problem with me, I find, is that while I am quite willing to accept these views, and submit to compromise, more often than not, I find that I should have paid less attention to them, because the speaker was foolish. I can only speak from my own experience, which is quite limited.

I do not believe this makes me intelligent, but sometimes intelligence is something you have whether you want to have it or not. And others lack it, whether you wish they had it or not.

And sometimes you are just stupid. :)

2026-05-25 at

maths has an ISO notation

Day 1 back at elementary number theory ( day 1155 of sabbatical2, day ~15,547 on earth ). I am revising this slide on the notation for exponentiation and logarithms which I made year ago.

  • after a bunch of catch up on software engineering, I am finally turning to focus on remediating my poor foundations in number theory
  • a quick look around the internet will show you that this "has always been, and continues to be" an issue for many students of maths; folks also decry other notations like dx/dy, and the visual non-symmetry of notation for differentiation and integration
  • I think, a pet idea of mine henceforth will be  : someone should make an ISO standard for canonical mathematical notation, and then republish all past mathematical texts ( or have a way of translating them automatically ) to the canonical mathematical notation; all mathematicians would be of course free to use non-ISO notation anywhere they liked. ( oh wait, they've been doing it since 1992, and the latest is here : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ISO/IEC_80000 )

TIL :(or am reminded, because I probably forgot) : 

  • (1) there's an ISO for maths notation, so speculation about notation optimisation should just target that, 
  • (2) the notion of "antilogs" we studied in highschool are already deprecated in scientific writing, 
  • (3) the etymology of "logbooks" is the same as that of "knots"


    orang kebencian

    Jenis orang yang paling saya benci, bukan tertumpu kepada mana-mana negara, atau kaum, walaupun ada banyak jenis ini persekelilingan hidup saya. 

    Iaitu sesiapa yang dahpun dorang diajar sesuatu oleh ibubapa atau gurunya, dorang ingat pula orang lain kena ikut cara itu. Bila tak ikut pula orang lain, jenis orang yang saya paling benci akan rasa gelabah. Dorang seakan-akan petu ... yang mat saleh panggil karen. 

    "Kan, saya sudah buat apa yang disuruh, kenapa orang lain tidak menjunjung perbuatanku? Mana pengiktirafan? Aku mahu respek! Cara saya mulia! Saya seorang yang berjalan lurus! KORANG, tak beradab!" 

    Karen puteh ada, karen cina ada, mana-mana jenis karen pun ada. Tapi ini kerangka mengenali penyakit itu, secara am.

    Saya tidak sebut pasal kemahuan seseorang. Tapi pasal orang yang kemahuannya, diterima dari ajaran, dan bukan dikerjakan sendiri.

    electrolytic muscle function, and disease

    At rest : 

    • [ neuron and muscle independently : sodium-potassium pump (slow) : pushes out 3Na+ for every 2K+ pulled in, maintaining negative voltage inside the cell ]

    Firing : 

    • [ neuron : ( due to upstream stimulation) opens sodium gate, Na+ inflow sends current to calcium gate, Ca2+ enters neuron, triggers acetylcholine release into synaptic cleft ] 
    • -> [ muscle : acetylcholine from synaptic cleft, opens sodium gate, Na+ inflow sends current to sarcoplasmic reticulum, which releases calcium, which causes contraction of the cell : (fast) K+ leaves cell to restore negative voltage inside the cell ]

    Muscle Diseases, and ordinary states which become diseases if not reversed within ordinary timeframes :

    • - Ca2+ : 
      • too much outside cells, "overshields" sodium gates of BOTH neurons and muscles, both become "understimulated" ... and subsequent to neuron stimulation, Ca2+ enters neuron slower, dumping acetylcholine slower, furthering muscle "understimulation"; 
      • too little outside cells, "undershields" sodium gates of BOTH neurons and muscles, both become "overstimulated" ... and subsequent to neuron stimulation, Ca2+ enters neuron faster, dumping acetylcholine faster, furthering muscle "overstimulation"
    • - Mg2+ :
      • too much outside cells, block Ca2+ entry to neurons, reducing acetylcholine release, "understimulating" muscles
      • too little outside cells, Ca2+ entry is less blocked, increasing acetylcholine release, "overstimulating" muscles
    • - K+ : 
      • too much outside cell, K+ cannot leave quickly, cell may become "overcontracted" - ditto "overexcitation" of neuron at early stages, but  at later stages, sodium gates fail, neurons and muscles both weaken; 
      • too little outside cell, K+ leaves too fast, cell may become "hard to contract"
    • - Na+ : 
      • too much outside cell, Na+ enters quickly, cell may become "overexcited", ditto for neuron; 
      • too little outside cell, Na+ cannot enter quickly, "underexciting" cell, ditto for neuron; nervous system may overcompensate with erratic voltages, causing "erratic excitation"


    The Cartesian Product Bubble

    I'm guilty of avoiding AI over the past decades because the techniques I've heard about still seem rather primitive. The last decade in particular has been characterised by VCs throwing obscene amounts of money at a fundamentally inefficient approach.

    After noodling around in the current tech for a week or so, just to make sure I understand what's going on, I think it's safe to say that the the titular concern of this post stands firm.

    An analogy. At the heart of trendy LLMs is a giant Y times Y list of known words in English ( also other languages, but nevermind those for now ), forming an enormous 2D table. It's Y times Y because both H and V axes have the same list of words - sure, half the table is redundant, so you can think of it as a trangular half-rectangle of unique pairs. If you lookup the junction between any two words, you find a WINDOW to a realm of many, about 10^(3 +/- 1 ), dimensions of information about each pair of words.

    Based on the "best" available public information, this is the data structure for storing everything the LLM knows about the world - which it knows ONLY FROM READING TEXT ( except for MLLMs, which we'll also ignore for now ). Even in the case of MLLMs, sensory spatio-temporal data can be understood to be stored within the realm accessed by each WINDOW.

    Of course, when you ask an LLM a question like "What is the meaning of life?" it doesn't need to peek through ALL the WINDOWS and all the realms above, rather it only has to peek through a subset of windows, W_n. However it's still fundamentally inefficient, because : it doesn't JUST look at W_n and answer your question. 

    Oh no.

    It looks at your question, goes to a set of windows, W_n1, takes a peek, grimaces in deep thought, spits out ONE word, then pats itself on the head and goes to W_n2, a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT set of windows, spits out a SECOND word, and goes on and on until W_nM to obtain M words. While there is a cache, this is exactly what it sounds like - quite a bit of work.

    I'm not a very smart fellow, so I'm probably going to be wrong about this. But, it would seem that the thin red circle that I am drawing around the entire architecture that drives most of our current AI tech is going to have to collapse, and be replaced by more efficient methods soon enough.

    When? Who knows. I've been waiting since 2003, and "they" haven't figured it out yet. Some of "them" are pretty close, I think. I like the JEPA and MLLM approaches, and am eager to see where they end up.

    One thing's for sure - if you create a model of the world based on this Cartesian product approach to windows upon a realm of thousands of dimensions, and have to crawl through the whole library, to peek through a different SET of windows, once per answer word ... even if it gets you the correct answer to a question, it's bloody tiring.

    And to BUILD that library of windows to that realm ... it still takes WAY more money than it takes to build a human brain.

    2026-05-23 at

    Misanthropy in cognitive sciences

    Misanthropy ( maybe a good startup name ) in cognitive sciences.

    1. Many humans celebrate the act of living. This coalesces into a treatment of the brain as a joyful machine - lovingly and wonderfully operational. So, there is this current of trying to make machines more like humans, because there is a prejudice that humans are the best template.

    2. On the other hand, I think life is boring. And I'll be damned if my brain hasn't been the dumbest piece of shit machinery I've ever had the chance to work with. So my prejudices in cognitive sciences (and politics in general) tends to be about fixing all the things that human brains are bad at.

    I think each camp finds the other superficially appalling :P 

    apa lagi Kita mahu?

     Walaupun tak sedap dengar, dan disebut kasar, rasanya :


    1. rakyat Malaysia yang mengutamakan ketuanan Islam dan/atau Melayu, PATUT lah kukuh, satu, dan mantap, pada perjuangan bagi mengundangkan keutamaan ini ke dalam Perlembagaan Negara dan undang-undang yang seterusnya

    1a. kerana, kini tiada perundangan yang menyokong niat itu, secara tersurat dan meyeluruh

    2. sebenarnya, tanah hanya ruang yang terjajah berturut-turut oleh kuasa yang naik dan turun

    2a. ketamadunan tanah kita yang mulia, pra-Eropah ... hasil tikaman dan pendamaian antara satu sama lain, ditikam pulak penjajah Eropah, dan seterusnya ditikam Jepun, dan seterusnya muktamad dalam kelemahannya, JADI terjadinya bentuk yang kita dapat pada 1957 - hakikatnya, bentuk KINI adalah AKIBAT [ kelemahan, ataupun kekuatan, ataupun rezeki ] DULU

    3. secara am, setiap meter padu saat di tanah ini adalah peluang sementara bagi sesiapa pun yang berada, bagi membentuk dunia supaya menyerupai kemahuan dirinya

    3a. perundangan hanya tatacara sementara, dan wajib berubah mengikut masa, sejauh kita tahu sehingga hari ini

    4. apa lagi Kita mahu?

    4a. siapa pula Kita?

    ( This post is only verbose, because it is a shit-sandwich. )

    anthropology of exhaustion

    A strategy of parents, lovers, dictators, and employers alike, is to respond to complaints with policies designed to exhaust the complainer. 

    Therefore, it is important for any leader to fully comprehend the exhaustion strategically administered to the masses of society, by inserting themselves into roles of exhaustion. This is rudimentary anthropology. It is why the rich send their children to do poor jobs, from time to time. 

    You cannot control what you do not comprehend. Trust is control, and that is usually won by compassion and congratulations. 

    "not feudalism"


    So, largely in Helmi Effendy II 's network, there currently a strong objection to the label of "feudalism" to describe Malay attitudes of fealty to royalty. 

    Perhaps you can come up with some ideas, and get back to them with suggestions.

    One particularly interesting suggestion from a chap was "berkerabat" as a better classifier. To which I suggested they launch a campaign to publish in as many political science and Asian studies journals as possible, about "kerabat" paradigms of monarchy, to split it off as clearly as possible from "feudalism". Of course the current academic use of the term feudalism begins with a study of European medieval society, Montesquieu, 1748.

    ( I know it's not really a writing subject, but since it is about word choice I figured this group was as close as it gets to a social club of political theorists in Malaysia. )

    current frontier LLM internals ( broadly )

    TIL current frontier "transformer" LLMs ... 

    1. 

    The terms "encoder, decoder" apparently, don't apply to the encoding of end-user queries. "Encoder-only" and "encoder-decoder" LLMs thus refer to entirely other things.

    Frontier LLMs are "decoder-only" text generators, but they DO ENCODE the user's query into "token" space. 

    Simplifying the dumb parts : the following model process applies to any data, sensory or verbal - all those inputs would be first translated into "tokens", and input the same way. After processing, all results are spat out into the target (sensory or verbal) human language. 

    2.

    Frontier "decoder-only" models function "autoregressively", they "produce results based on historical data". The important part of the model's thought process is broadly - grab a PENCIL and SKETCH it out - 2A looks something like this :

    Input -->[ 2A1 --> 2A2 ] times, ( 80 to 120 minus skipped ) layers --> Output

    2A.

    Input data activates a process of 80 to 120 sequential "layers". ( Fortunately at this point in history, BRANCHING LOGIC allows some to be skipped. ) Each layer is internally composed of, 

    2A1.

    ... an initial "attention" network, of PARALLELISED weight-holding memory cells ( stacked to varying depth ), terminating in 64 to 128 "attention heads" ( architectural variations : MHA, GQA, MQA, MLA, etc. ), whose purpose is to CLUSTER the input data, followed by

    2A2.

    ... a subsequent "feed forward network" block, of BRANCHING weight-holding memory cells ( stacked to varying depth ), whose purpose is to LOGICALLY JUDGE the input data.

    3.

    During the model's "training" period, each loop through all the layers of 2A "feeds forward" data through all ( 80 to 120 ) layers in sequence, and from 2A1 to 2A2 within every layer, then checks the correctness of the result, then "backpropagates" corrections to the weights of 2A1 and 2A2 in all ( 80 to 120 minus ) layers - which make future "feed forwards" more correct. Many cycles happen, to maximise correctness.

    4.

    During the model's "inference" period, a "feed forward" loop through all ( 80 to 120 minus skipped ) layers of 2A happens ONCE FOR EVERY SINGLE WORD GENERATED. Like this ...

    [ Query ] -> Loop1 -> adds word1

    [ Query + word1 ] -> Loop2 -> adds word2

    [ Query + word1 + word2 ] -> LoopN -> adds wordN

    Can you see how incredibly stupid this is?

    It would (should?) be much simpler to have a model that actually understands the query in terms of a sensory-spatiotemporal model, generates an answer in the same space ( which it then reads just once), and then outputs just once into the target language. Maybe this is something JEPA, and future models will fix.

    5.

    Because 2A1 is just about clustering the data and not judging it, all 64 to 128 attention heads and their network cells are hit, during any "feed forward" loop, unless a layer is skipped.

    6.

    But because 2A2 allows branching, over 90% of cells can be skipped during each "inference" loop, though none can be skipped during "training" loops.

    2026-05-22 at

    why bother to command?

    "what is so good, about the people of this world, that I should inconvenience myself, to command them?"

    So I come from a short lineage of commanders, so to speak. I don't have much data beyond two generations up, so I can only sketch a small pattern. ( You can substitute "command" with "control", "lead", or something else if you like. )

    Generation 1 : WHAT IS COMMAND : 
    hard times, make strong folks : 
    having no prior economic need for command, various encounters with trauma organically instill in the agent a fear of the absence of command.

    Generation 2 : WHY IS COMMAND : 
    strong folks, make good times : 
    command is explicitly taught to this generation as necessary, but this generation may lack the economic context for it, leading to branched review / philosophy.

    Generation 3 : WHY SHOULD I COMMAND : 
    good times, make weak folks : 
    the question / philosophy of command, is explicitly taught to this generation, but this generation may lack both the economic context which gave rise to command, and the economic context which gave rise to questions about command. This results in a general ambivalence about both, why command is necessary, and why the philosophy of command is necessary.

    I'm in gen-3, of course. And I was raised to command - though by adolescence it seemed that the skill of command was trivially easy, and there was nothing mysterious about how it works, not was it a necessarily component of my own happiness. In other words, by my 20s, the main thoughts I had about command were, --> jump : to the title/ first line of this text

    the commonest conspiracy theory in Malaysia




    👷🏼戴上阴谋论帽子:当然,标准的阴谋论是这样的:


    1. 马来西亚所有种族极化的政党实际上都与对立阵营的政党勾结。


    2. 这些种族极化的政党并非天真地发表容易被攻击的言论,而是相互协调,轮流扮演受害者。


    3. 这使得媒体中种族极化的刻板印象得以延续,支撑了种族极化政治纲领的短期支持,却牺牲了对经济增长和种族间文化融合的长期关注。


    🙋🏼摘下阴谋论帽子:当这种情况在没有明确协调的情况下发生时,正如马祖基博士在最近的播客中所说,在学术界,我们称之为结构性问题。


    👷🏼Dài shàng yīnmóu lùn màozǐ: Dāngrán, biāozhǔn dì yīnmóu lùn shì zhèyàng de: 1. Mǎláixīyà suǒyǒu zhǒngzú jí huà de zhèngdǎng shíjì shang dōu yǔ duìlì zhènyíng de zhèngdǎng gōujié. 2. Zhèxiē zhǒngzú jí huà de zhèngdǎng bìngfēi tiānzhēn dì fābiǎo róngyì bèi gōngjí de yánlùn, ér shì xiānghù xiétiáo, lúnliú bànyǎn shòuhài zhě. 3. Zhè shǐdé méitǐ zhōng zhǒngzú jí huà de kèbǎn yìnxiàng déyǐ yánxù, zhīchēngle zhǒngzú jí huà zhèngzhì gānglǐng de duǎnqí zhīchí, què xīshēngle duì jīngjì zēngzhǎng hé zhǒngzú jiān wénhuà rónghé de cháng qī guānzhù. 🙋🏼Zhāi xià yīnmóu lùn màozǐ: Dāng zhè zhǒng qíngkuàng zài méiyǒu míngquè xiétiáo de qíngkuàng xià fāshēng shí, zhèngrú mǎzǔ jī bóshì zài zuìjìn de bòkè zhōng suǒ shuō, zài xuéshù jiè, wǒmen chēng zhī wèi jiégòu xìng wèntí.

    -


    👷🏼pakailah topi komplot jap : teori konspirasi rujukan tentulah


    1. Setiap parti politik Malaysia yang menunggang kaum, sebenarnya bersekongkol dengan parti-parti yang tunggangannya bertentangan.


    2. Parti-parti yang menunggang kaum tidak secara naif membuat kenyataan yang mudah diserang, sebaliknya mereka sepakat dan bergilir-gilir menjadi mangsa.


    3. Ini mengekalkan persekitaran media kiasan terpolarisasi kaum : maka, menegakkan sokongan jangka pendek bagi perjuangan politik berpolarisasi kaum, dengan mengorbankan tumpuan bersepadu jangka panjang terhadap pembangunan ekonomi dan pergabungan budaya antara kaum.


    🙋🏼Tanggal jap topi komplot: apabila ini berlaku TANPA PENYELARASAN TERSURAT, seperti yang dikatakan oleh Dr. Marzuki dalam podcast baru-baru ini: dalam akademik kita menggelarnya sebagai keadaan berkerangka.


    -


    👷🏼Tinfoil hats ON : the standard conspiracy theory of course, is 


    1. Each Malaysian political party that is racially polarised, is actually in cahoots with parties of opposite polarity.


    2. The racially polarised parties are not naively making statements which are easy to attack, rather they coordinate and take turns to play the victim.


    3. This perpetuates the media landscape of racially polarised tropes, propping up the short-term support for racially polarised political platforms, at the expense of long-term integrated focus on economic growth and cultural integration between races. 


    🙋🏼 Tinfoil hats OFF : when this happens WITHOUT EXPLICIT COORDINATION, as Dr. Marzuki said in a recent podcast : in academia we call it a structural situation.

    2026-05-21 at

    Islam's nopope problem

    From chat with an influence:

    3. About the world's PAST AND PRESENT interaction with Islam, I think we're generally stuck at the nopope problem. Which is, ( not sure if you or someone else reiterated it lately ) that there is no central governance for Islam, so any Tom, Dick, and Chin Lee can wake up tomorrow and start doing things in the name of Islam, without any formal body for everyone to complain to or measure them against. This is pretty much the bottleneck for progress on global attitudes towards Islam, both good and bad, Islamophilic-phobic whatnot.

    Mathematics as an Information Process

     ... or "how any brains, human or artificial, can do maths" : including the creation of novel concepts for nouns, verbs, and adjectives in maths.

    I started writing this as a comment on Valerio's post, but it overflowed so I made it a repost, then it overflowed, so I had to articleise it.

    What the hell is maths?

    I think categorically, "mathematics" isn't "a thing that can be solved" as a whole. Mathematical QUESTIONS yes, but there is no end to the questions.

    Mathematics ITSELF is a [ software program ], for [ representing ways to reason about phenomenology in general ] - in other words, maths is a programming language, or compiler toolchain - with specific focus on [ phenomenology that is objective ].

    ( This applies to mathematics as a social activity - in private, any mind can perform subjective quantification upon phenomena it perceives, even though that activity is not directly observable by other minds. Because at this point in history, we still do not have [ social / common access ] to the [ subjective phenomenological experience of humans ], since that memory space is embedded within an ill-understood meat net. )

    I think the matter of coming up with new [ mathematics, and science in general ] is really just a generative process of creating ontologies of language where existing ontologies are insufficient. It's just mutate, and cull, loop. What gives rise to the DEMAND for new ontology / concepts, depends a bit more on the field.

    PHYSICS :

    In physics, ontological DEMAND is a matter of "we have some observational SENSORY data that does a quantifiable pattern, but we don't have a name for the pattern, though we can point at the pattern. Also we don't know how this new pattern relates to old patterns, and we need to do more tests to find out."

    MATHEMATICS :

    In mathematics, ontological DEMAND is a matter of "basically everything that physicists do, but swap the object of research from SENSORY phenomena in general to [ formal INSENSIBLE verbal concepts, attached to some SENSIBLE notation that we use to represent it ]".

    THE DIFFERENCES :

    While physicists have to tolerate the limit of "hypotheses are falsifiable, and resistant to falsification under duress," mathematicians tend to need to show that "theses are necessarily true/false".

    In the realm of testing the combinatorial play-niceness of known fundamental relations and entities, that's fairly straightforward.

    THE COMMONALITIES :

    The discovery of new fundamental relations and entities ... is also driven, from the same sensory source that drives such discovery in physics.

    Physics and mathematics are both "sensory", it's just that in physics the sensory data is of [ intrinsic ] interest, whereas in maths the sensory data is [ just symbolic of insensible interests ].

    So, in the same way machines can be programmed to be creative in hypotheses about [ intrinsically interesting sensory data ], they can do the same for [ sensory data, i.e. language morphemes and syntax, which are extrinsically interesting ].

    THE MENTAL MODAL :

    After all, in and of itself, [ the latent intuition about how logic, space, and time, work ] is essentially the brain's physical activity, as a [ subconscious memory space ]. Data from there then intrudes, from time to time, upon our also physical [ imaginations, as conscious memory spaces ].

    Both memory spaces simply process [ sensory data structures, which we may call qualia when they move into the conscious memory space ].

    A practiced thinker knows how to completely map, FROM qualia, TO analogous signals or other data structures which are known to be objectively quantifiable, through the social practice of science.

    Of course, I might be venturing a bit too far here, in terms of asserting that meat brains are just sub/conscious physical information processes.

    Haha

    - - -

    Discussion

    2026-05-26 :

    • the concept of "well if X is in conscious memory, then X must be an instantiation of the data types supported by your conscious memory" is from COPR, as mentioned to Alex : might be worth a wiki; or see the Sophie's World version of Transcendental Idealism / t-analytic / t-aesthetic. Ofc in LeCun's phrasing, this is a "world model".
    • I think the insight on maths is : "the only way to handle maths is via sensible symbols, and we are quite sure the LLMs can handle symbols + rules + rules of replacement", so an LLM can look at "any N-dimensional field of raw noise" and formally hypothesise any new set of rules that applies to the field. Given a less noisy field the LLM can run formal or empirical tests against the field, to see if the rules still apply, just for example. This is literally all it takes to invent new science, in a very thin slice lol. And for maths, the bot doesn't even need a noise field for sensory data - it just has to check rule coherence.
    2026-05-29:
    It is remarkable, after all this time, that mathematics remains as much a veil, to the mode practicioner, in the same way that other conscious macrophenomena are to the mode person. Some people are ontologically committed to the notion of persons, some are committed to the notion of emotions, some are committed to the notion that food is yummy, and travelling is fun. Mathematics likewise is broadly appreciated macroaesthetically.

    But if you tear apart the qualia, and isolate the categories of sensational units in every sense modality, then you are left with only a few kinds of lego, so to speak. Mathematics reduces to a sensible language, with insensible referents, and so the treatment of the language can only be tested with regards to the rules employed about the sensible language.

    I guess?

    2026-06-02:
    It's astonishingly stupid, that some professional mathematicians can't understand how it is possible to teach a machine how to discover novel mathematics.

    Simply stepping through the history of maths, demonstrates each point of "ontological demand" , where existing linguistic constructs were insufficient for a formal representation of some sensory dataset, thereby leading to the designation on new linguistic constructs as hypothetical frameworks, then affirmed as practically useful via coherence testing.

    It is just a special case, of the development of languages in general. Perhaps it is because mathematicians are not often trained as philologists, even though these are both primarily about language use and development. Just as grammar teachers or English professors are not expected to be philologists, as a rule. 

    2026-06-07:
    Humans spend 150 years making a machine that does weird stuff really fast - because weird stuff is enriching, but humans are slow at it.

    Someone figures that the machines could be a little less weird, so makes the weird machine do less weird things, but in a slow way.

    Someone then figures out that if you get enough weird machines doing less weird things, in the slow way, you can approximate a human in all its slowness at doing the weird thing. 

    Ladies and gentlemen : a neural network doing maths ... instead of outsourcing it to an ALU.

    deterministic systems, governed as non-deterministic

    You can deterministically block things from happening. But in order to do that, your underlying architecture must have deterministic outcomes for all corner cases.

    In the event when you, by nature of not having enough computational resources to check all corner cases of a deterministic system, must treat a deterministic system as non-deterministic ... it's just a black box! Like a person!

    Similar approaches to governance then apply.

    https://www.linkedin.com/posts/chuck-h-securityexecutive_cracksinyourfoundationmodels-aisecurity-math-share-7463025773600333824-VgO0?

    a cake hater, and a pedo

    Ethics is based on aesthetics. People rule against their sense of revulsion. So what makes impulsive revulsion, more revolting than measured revulsion? That is what I thought about, while chatting with another bloke in the comments on a post by a local influencer. 

    The influencer had said, they were not revolted by all Muslims, but only by the subset of Muslims that engaged in activities "ABC" . To which my reaction was, hold on, that's still simply based on revulsion. One can hold it against anyone else for being a cake hater and a pedo, but that's quite completely just an expression of personal preference. 

    Maybe the point of influencers in general, is missionary. Everyone just wants more people, to align revulsions with one's own. 

    Extrajudicial Norms in Malaysia

    for If you live in Malaysia, you must know this! The law of Malaysia EXPLICITLY points at adherence to EXTRA-JUDICIAL NORMS.

    • 1. The feelings of (anyone) do NOT have definition in the law. But laws have been passed to protect (anyone) from hurt feelings, by punishing (people who hurt anyone's feelings).
    • 2. The customs of "the Malays", do NOT have definition in the law. But the Federal Constitution anoints the Malay Rulers as protectors of these customs. 
      • 2a. As a corollary, the definition of a Malay Ruler is delegated to the law of each of nine states, and each of those states itself has a legal constitution, that points at ( in some cases extra-judicial ) customs, which lead to the implementation of who is and who is not a Malay Ruler. 
    • 3. The concept of "bumiputera" is NOT DETAILED in the Federal Constitution, and hence we have subsidiary legislation and executive bodies that address this, working together with NGOs. The constitution has an extremely brief definition of who has special rights.

    In anthropology, this admission of informality creates what is called "a high-context culture".

    Some people feel that this is a rich part of our culture, and prefer to have things perpetually maintained in a limbo between formality and informality.

    Others feel that this limbo is counterproductive.

    In any event, it is important to understand that for the time being, we live in this situation. The consideration of how valuable this is, the public discourse about it, and the perpetual progress of laws through time, is inevitably part of what makes Malaysia, Malaysia. 

    ---

    Google for translation, because I'm lazy today, and edits marked *as such* :

    Jika anda tinggal di Malaysia, anda mesti tahu perkara ini! Undang-undang Malaysia SECARA JELAS menunjukkan pematuhan kepada NORMA *LUAR-KEHAKIMAN*.

    • 1. Perasaan (sesiapa sahaja) TIDAK mempunyai definisi dalam undang-undang. Tetapi undang-undang telah diluluskan untuk melindungi (sesiapa sahaja) daripada perasaan terluka, dengan menghukum (orang yang menyakiti perasaan sesiapa sahaja).
    • 2. Adat resam "orang Melayu", TIDAK mempunyai definisi dalam undang-undang. Tetapi Perlembagaan Persekutuan menetapkan Raja-Raja Melayu sebagai pelindung adat resam ini.
      • 2a. Sebagai akibatnya, definisi Raja Melayu diwakilkan kepada undang-undang setiap sembilan negeri, dan setiap negeri itu sendiri mempunyai perlembagaan yang sah, yang menunjukkan (dalam beberapa kes luar kehakiman) adat resam, yang membawa kepada pelaksanaan siapa Raja Melayu dan siapa bukan Raja.
    • 3. Konsep "bumiputera" TIDAK TERPERINCI dalam Perlembagaan Persekutuan, dan oleh itu kita mempunyai perundangan subsidiari dan badan eksekutif yang menangani perkara ini, bekerjasama dengan NGO. Perlembagaan mempunyai definisi yang sangat ringkas tentang siapa yang mempunyai hak istimewa.

    Dalam antropologi, pengakuan tentang *ketidakrasmian* ini mewujudkan apa yang dipanggil "budaya konteks tinggi".

    Sesetengah orang merasakan bahawa ini adalah bahagian yang kaya dalam budaya kita, dan lebih suka perkara-perkara sentiasa dikekalkan dalam keadaan tersimpang antara *rasmi* dan tidak *rasmi*.

    Sesetengah orang pula merasakan bahawa ketidakformalan ini adalah tidak produktif.

    Walau apa pun, adalah penting untuk memahami bahawa buat masa ini, kita hidup dalam situasi ini. Pertimbangan tentang betapa berharganya ini, wacana awam mengenainya, dan kemajuan undang-undang yang berterusan dari semasa ke semasa, pastinya merupakan sebahagian daripada apa yang menjadikan Malaysia, Malaysia.

    ---

    NotebookLM for laziness again :

    Here is the reformatted translation of the source material. Each row contains a maximum of twelve ideograms, with alternating rows of Pinyin:


    **如果你住在马来西亚,**

    (Rúguǒ nǐ zhù zài Mǎláixīyà,)

    **你必须知道这一点!**

    (nǐ bìxū zhīdào zhè yīdiǎn!)

    **马来西亚法律明确指出**

    (Mǎláixīyà fǎlǜ míngquè zhǐchū)

    **要遵守法外规范。**

    (yào zūnshǒu fǎwài guīfàn.)


    **1. (任何人)的感受**

    (1. (Rènhé rén) de gǎnshòu)

    **在法律中没有定义。**

    (zài fǎlǜ zhōng méiyǒu dìngyì.)

    **但已经通过了法律**

    (Dàn yǐjīng tōngguòle fǎlǜ)

    **来保护(任何人)**

    (lái bǎohù (rènhé rén))

    **免受情感伤害,**

    (miǎn shòu qínggǎn shānghài,)

    **通过惩罚(伤害**

    (tōngguò chéngfá (shānghài)

    **任何人情感的人)。**

    (rènhé rén qínggǎn de rén).)


    **2. “马来人”的习俗**

    (2. “Mǎláirén” de xísú)

    **在法律中没有定义。**

    (zài fǎlǜ zhōng méiyǒu dìngyì.)

    **但联邦宪法任命**

    (Dàn liánbāng xiànfǎ rènmìng)

    **马来统治者为**

    (Mǎlái tǒngzhìzhě wéi)

    **这些习俗的保护者。**

    (zhèxiē xísú de bǎohùzhě.)


    **2a. 作为推论,**

    (2a. Zuòwéi tuīlùn,)

    **马来统治者的定义**

    (Mǎlái tǒngzhìzhě de dìngyì)

    **被下放到九个州的法律中,**

    (bèi xiàfàng dào jiǔ gè zhōu de fǎlǜ zhōng,)

    **而这些州中的每一个**

    (ér zhèxiē zhōu zhōng de měi yīgè)

    **本身都有一部法律宪法,**

    (běnshēn dōu yǒuyī bù fǎlǜ xiànfǎ,)

    **指向(在某些情况下**

    (zhǐxiàng (zài mǒu xiē qíngkuàng xià)

    **是法外的)习俗,**

    (shì fǎwài de) xísú,)

    **这导致了谁是和**

    (zhè dǎozhìle shéi shì hé)

    **谁不是马来统治者的执行。**

    (shéi bùshì Mǎlái tǒngzhìzhě de zhíxíng.)


    **3. “土著”的概念**

    (3. “Tǔzhù” de gàiniàn)

    **(bumiputera)**

    ((bumiputera))

    **在联邦宪法中**

    (zài liánbāng xiànfǎ zhōng)

    **没有详细说明,**

    (méiyǒu xiángxì shuōmíng,)

    **因此我们有附属立法**

    (yīncǐ wǒmen yǒu fùshǔ lìfǎ)

    **和行政机构与**

    (hé xíngzhèng jīgòu yǔ)

    **非政府组织合作**

    (fēi zhèngfǔ zǔzhī hézuò)

    **来解决这个问题。**

    (lái jiějué zhè gè wèntí.)


    **宪法对谁拥有特权**

    (Xiànfǎ duì shéi yǒngyǒu tèquán)

    **有一个极其简短的定义。**

    (yǒu yīgè jíqí jiǎnduǎn de dìngyì.)

    **在人类学中,**

    (Zài rénlèixué zhōng,)

    **这种对非正式性的承认**

    (zhè zhǒng duì fēi zhèngshì xìng de chéngrèn)

    **创造了所谓的**

    (chuàngzàole suǒwèide)

    **“高语境文化”。**

    (“gāo yǔjìng wénhuà”.)


    **有些人认为这是**

    (Yǒuxiē rén rènwéi zhè shì)

    **我们文化的丰富组成部分,**

    (wǒmen wénhuà de fēngfù zǔchéng bùfèn,)

    **并希望事情永远保持**

    (bìng xīwàng shìqíng yǒngyuǎn bǎochí)

    **在正式与非正式**

    (zài zhèngshì yǔ fēi zhèngshì)

    **之间的模糊地带。**

    (zhī jiān de móhú dìdài.)


    **另一些人则认为**

    (Lìng yīxiē rén zé rènwéi)

    **这种模糊地带会适得其反。**

    (zhè zhǒng móhú dìdài huì shìdéqífǎn.)


    **无论如何,重要的是**

    (Wúlùn rúhé, zhòngyào de shì)

    **要明白,**

    (yào míngbái,)

    **目前我们生活在**

    (mùqián wǒmen shēnghuó zài)

    **这种情况下。**

    (zhè zhǒng qíngkuàng xià.)


    **对这一价值的考量、**

    (Duì zhè yī jiàzhí de kǎoliàng,)

    **相关的公共讨论**

    (xiāngguān de gōnggòng tǎolùn)

    **以及法律随时间的**

    (yǐjí fǎlǜ suí shíjiān de)

    **不断进步,**

    (bùduàn jìnbù,)

    **不可避免地构成了**

    (bùkě bìmiǎn de gòuchéngle)

    **马来西亚之所以成为**

    (Mǎláixīyà zhī suǒyǐ chéngwéi)

    **马来西亚的一部分。**

    (Mǎláixīyà de yībùfèn.)

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    Discussion:

    It's quite funny. Tony is correct on half, and silent about the half mentioned in my blogpost above. So he got attacked because he is an easy target, and we are in a warzone between parties (the money for political attacks is about parties, but they manipulate racial issues).

    Nearly all MADANI/DAP's public statements this year have the same strategic weaknesses - messages appeal to (own) base, but have zero defense from (other's) attack. It is like they don't bother to red-blue team their own code before they deploy. Maybe upper management has no clue about grassroots and doesn't bother to hire junior analysts to vet and risk manage their public statements. Quite "lol". All pokkai:

    - macc
    - temples ( best recovery )
    - +
    - sabah
    - uec
    - pig
    - royal institution 

    Rafizi on the other hand launched his party this week with incorrect history of economic development in Malaysia. 🤣