2025-10-25 at

politics for children / 101

What is politics? And how are children educated about it? Here is a brief introduction. 

Stealing, killing, raping, etc. are easy. Doing these legally is more difficult. How? Lesson 1.

Happiness, grief, excitation, joy, anger, etc. occur in nature. But their natural role is to organise meat. How? Lesson 2.

Communication is a popular topic. But it can be defined to mean literally the same thing as control. How? Lesson 3.

These things should be understood, before a child is 12.

notions of maturity

 Public ethics and health, and civility, are based on notions of what is "good". ( Good is called "mature", when we tolerate badness in juveniles, etc.)


For some, a mature individual has no dependence on other members of society. And a mature society makes no demands of such dependence upon its adults.


For some, a mature individual MUST have dependence on other members of society. And a mature society MUST demand dependence between adults.


These are conflicting definitions of good.

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It is immature of people to place, or to seek to place, emotional dependency upon their partners. 


Because it has become a common method of subjugating the population, many people feel it is normal, ideal, and healthy. 


But I find it to be sickly behaviour. 


And it is likely I will spend half my mating life explaining my point of view, without a desire to argue too finely about it.

Vitamin D : forms, half-lives, sources

Vitamin D is complicated.

SUMMARY : 

  • calcitriol << kidney << calcidiol << liver << calciferol(s) << exposure of fungi, and animal, tissue to  UV

FORMS : 

  • Furthest upstream, calciferol(s)
    • [ D3 = cholecalciferol ] ... output FROM human skin, and other animal sources subjected to UV 
      • Supplementation guidelines ... this is of interest because of the vast range :
        • 400-800 iu/day for maintenance
        • 2000-6000 iu/day for athletes
    • [ D2 = ergocalciferol ] ... output FROM fungi subjected to UV
    • There don't seem to be plant sources - some documentation misattributes fungi sources to plants.
    • Plasma half-lives are about 1 day, very short, because these are quickly metabolised in the liver.
    • But effective somatic half-lives are 15 to 21 days due to storage in and slow release from fat.
      • => 3% at 2.5 to 3.3 months
  • The most plasma-stable form, [ calcidiol(s) = calcifediol(s) = "25(OH)D" ]
    • FROM liver activity upon calciferol(s)
    • [ from D3 : 25-hydroxy-cholecalciferol ]
    • [ from D2 : ercalcidiol = 25-hydroxy-ergocalciferol ]
    • Plasma half-lives are 15-30 days, bound to [ gc-globulin = D-binding protein ]
      • => 3% at 2.5-5 months
    • THIS IS THE COMMON BLOODWORK
      • SUFFICIENT : > [ 30 mg/mL = 75 nmol/L ]
      • INSUFFICIENT : [ 20-29 mg/mL ] = [ 52-72.5 nmol/L ]
      • DEFICIENT : < [ 20 mg/mL = 50 nmol/L ]
  • The active form, [ 1,25-dihydroxycholecalciferol = calcitriol ]
    • FROM kidney activity upon calcidiol(s)
    • Plasma half-life 15 hours
      • => 3% at 3 days

2025-10-22 at

Islamic apostasy case law in Malaysia

Any approvals may also be classified as official secrets for political reasons 

Others have known cases from decades ago

Some speak of societies which are organised informally for political action 

These are ordinary things in Malaysia

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Apa2 pun, hak rakyat individu bagi memilih pendirian mesti dipertahankan ... setakat tidak menjejaskan hak mana2 pranata lain.

Hak memilih pendirian, tidak bercanggah dengan hak perkauman bumiputera.

Kalau didapati bercanggah, ia menjadi krisis perlembagaan yg mesti naik makhamah dan seterusnya parlimen. Ia tidak boleh disenyap2kan bagi tujuan politik sahaja.

Bangsa, Agama, dan Kelola

Peristilahan : "bangsa, "agama, dan "kelola".

1. Pada dasarnya ...

Setiap satu terma ini niskala, dan penggunaannya selalu mencetuskan salah faham.

AGAMA. Ia mampu merujuk kepada (A) pendirian yang tidak rasmi, ataupun (B) keundangan rasmi.

BANGSA. Ia mampu merujuk kepada (C) perkauman yang tidak rasmi, ataupun (D) kenegaraan rasmi.

KELOLA. Ia bersemantik semacam "kyber" dari Yunani kuno, dan "kamudi" dari Jawa kuno, dan telah disesuaikan menjadi tatakelolan ( "tadbir urus", "governance", "kybernetike" ).  ( Ia berhubung dengan istilah sibernetik, iaitu sains pemahaman sistem sebab-akibat berlingkar, sama adanya semula jadi atau buatan, tapi topik itu lain sikit. )

2. Jadi ...

Di mana-mana juga, AGAMA merupakan pendirian, dan pemahaman terhadap hubungan antara seseorang dan persekitarannya (A). Manakala, hanya di kawasan yang berkelolaan rasmi, agama seseorang itu terjadi lah keadaan rasmi, di bawah perundangan (B). Keadaan ini selari dengan gagasan keBANGSAan (C, D).

3. Seterusnya ...

Seseorang itu mungkin lah berpendirian berumat agama X, tetapi oleh sebab kedudukannya di kawasan yang dibawah perundangan rasmi ke-atas X, di mana umat rasmi X bertanggungjawab ke atas pelbagai cukai masa, tenaga, kewangan, kejenayahan, dan sebagainya ... dan oleh sebab seseorang itu tidak mahu dibebankan dengan tanggungjawab itu ... jadi seseorang itu mungkin akan menafikan keumatan-X-nya secara rasmi.

4. Akibatnya?

Jawapannya kosong, sebagai latihan bagi pembaca. 

people and prejudice

 In maximising coherence with society, each individual should clearly communicate their views.

- if one is not committed to human rights : one should not speak of commitment

- if one does not find value in the common person : one should not speak of a common value

- if one does not respect the views of others : one should not speak of respect

These are simple things, which all children should study, and master. Yet these are common views which adults will hide from others. They do so out of shame, or fashion, or for political advantage. Politics and economics are here to be understood as the same thing.

2025-10-21 at

top issues for ladies on dating apps

Biggest hurdles for girls on dating apps : dudes that are ...

- married : no mention or saying "not married"

- attached : no mention or saying "not attached"

- in closed relationships : no mention or saying "it is open"

- looking for anyone to fuck : saying "they are a couple looking for a 3rd/ 4th"

- looking for sex : saying " they are looking for a relationship" , "they are not sure what they are looking for", or "they are playing by ear"

Probably the more common ones. Suss these out !

2025-10-20 at

who actually pays for therapy?

I've noticed a pattern in folks, who commit themselves and their funds to therapy. 

1. They're not necessarily short of people to talk to. 

2. They're averse to spending large amounts of time working through the details of their thoughts, so they do it only for very small fractions of their time. 

3. Sometimes, they aren't limited in time ... but they do prefer the privacy of formal counsel, in a protected environment. 

4. Therefore, to friends and neighbours, their capacity to analyse their thoughts discursively may not be available as a social activity. 

After all, if they were comfortable discussing themselves at great lengths, and without secrecy, they would not need to pay for protective services. 

Large Language Models to Small Physics Models

Riffing on AI architecture with the (boys?)

"" If you want logic, look at 1990s automated theorem provers and descendents. Nothing new "" 

"" LLMs doing bumblefuck reinvention of logic from emergent grammar is just a waste of energy "" 

"" Btw, logic is a canonical abstraction over physics. The only thing better than an ATP for logic, will be whenever they transition LLMs into LP(hysics)Ms. Or SPMs for that matter.

One of the quick napkin calculations I ran a few months back before taking a break from computational work was ... to figure out how many voxels fit in a number of bytes. E.g. you can use abstract data structures such as spheres or cubes or tetrahedrons wtv. For ease, consider cubes. A 2-cube is 8 bits. A 4-cube is 8 bytes ... and that's good enough for roughly guessing the shape of a thing already. A 16-cube is only 0.5 KB ... but you can describe most common household items with it.

Then we start to refer back to the sorts of chip hardware being used for popular software today : they're matrix math ops used to run markov models, but they will eventually be repurposed to run spatial ops. It goes full circle back to what game chips were originally made to do. LLMs are just a distraction because neuromorphic architecture helps with language games. But languages are just abstract games over underlying reality, whose data is ~4D geometry. We will see more of such software, soon, in anthropomorphic agents. ""

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Ranting about glorified reinventions of logic from bumblefuck emergent grammars on socmed. 

"" It's simply a crude model of logic, which costs oodles of resources more to generate via emergence from chaotic systems instead of just using NAND gates. This entire approach needs to eat a bag of dicks and move onto proper physical modelling asap i am so tired already 😂"" 

"" ( replying to : [ Logic aside, do you think psychological modeling has no value? ] )

for starters the entire formal discipline of psychology is FAR from being mapped precisely to neurology 

But, let me step back and accept that you probably mean lay-psychology, or natural language psychology, i.e. the notion of human minds as the man on the street appreciates them. Sure, it is useful to model all sorts of romantic familiar behaviour. But that just puts such efforts in the same spot as formal psychology above. 

The only good psychology is ever going to come from physical models. Meanwhile what we have is critical theory with physics envy."" 

2025-10-19 at

neediness and pathology

Supposed to be in a period of celebration for a few years. But plagued by complaints from social projects. So, need better curation of social projects to avoid huge and unnecessary liabilities. 

I was discussing strategy with a friend. They suggested reverse psychology, and i said I had no room to add complexity via irony.

Needy partners can be fun. But the ones who actually get into moods they can't adjust themselves are the issue at hand i think. Some people consider it "normal human needs", i consider it pathological lol. Different cultures i suppose. Need to assess candidates on a case by case basis