2024-01-27 at

Illegal drug musings

I was chatting with friends about old conversations. I'm not currently a narc. And I have used what I was told were illegal drugs. But I'm certainly MORE likely to work in drug enforcement, than I am likely to encourage the use of illegal drugs.

Sure, I believe many drugs should be legalised, and the patterns of law enforcement surrounding drug abuse unjustly favour the rich and keep the poor poor. However I like laws, and I am more aligned with civilisational progress than I am with random people's choice of entertainment.

We all differ in definitions of civilisation, morality, ethics, and entertainment. At the end of the day, you just pick a side.

That's freedom in a nutshell.

2024-01-26 at

cohort of doom

I am a font of destruction. It rubs the feel-good crowd the wrong way. I need to pay more attention to surrounding myself with a cohort of like-vibed employers.

hustle wtf

The word "hustle" is intrinsically pathetic, an infusion of clumsiness and desperation. I work very long hours, doing ridiculously questionable things some times, but it doesn't feel like a hustle. LOL. Precision of intent seems to make the difference.

2024-01-24 at

Altruism, Utilitarianism, and Meritocracy

Altruism vs Meritocracy :

I went to college on mostly-free money as an affirmative-action candidate ("international students" tended to benefit from a diversity quota). What I saw was that there were far less privileged, and more pained people around me ... so I opted out of applying for scholarships after that first big one. I even considered stopping halfway through college, as I didn't value the experience highly, and felt it was a bit wasted on me. But a dean told me I was expected to finish, and it was free money, so I stayed. I took the money, which was about half a million Ringgit in 2001. 

From a meritocratic point of view, I could get more scholarships, and more career opportunities. From a utilitarian point of view, my happiness level was already extremely high, and my pain level was already extremely low, so the opportunities would generate more happiness and reduce more pain by being made available to other people. I didn't even bother to use the free visa they gave me after college - there were so many people desperate to stay in the US. I just left and went back to Malaysia almost immediately because I had the capability to be just as happy anywhere I go. 

( Or, you could also say, I was too lazy to compete in America. Or, you could say, the work that makes me happy isn't tied to any geography or social structure. Whatever, right? I'll admit life is multivariate. ) 

Similarly, there are lots of people who don't like taking jobs just because "they know someone" or "got a recommendation" or "are a woman" ... that's their lifestyle preference I guess. 

Getting over guessing games

Near zero allocation for guessing games. 

- people who want business help, but can't specify what they want fixed, or how much they want to pay for it

- people who want personal attention, but can't specify what they want attended to, or what they're willing to give up for it

... just steamroll over these distractions, and get on with life. Too many things to do besides these ...

Experiences from 6-years of running a food & beverage company

// New learnings //

- There's no IT solution which is dominant, cheap, and effective, to cover all of accounting, POS, inventory, and HR including operational workflows and performance management ( Hence my current interest is in developing this space. )

- It's possible to train non-English-speaking manual workers to learn English, and to master the artisanal and professional aspects of the hospitality business, both at the back and front of house, and in corporate administration.

- Biggest surprise : HVAC ! Wasn't something I thought I needed to know, but it's pervasive in built-environments, and determines both factory-flows and customer delight. Started out with someone else's renovations and machines, but manually ripped it out and put it back together again over five years.

//  What I started with / meaning this is not enough //

- Adequate capitalisation is important for GTM, and needs to last until positive FCF makes ops independent.

- - You can focus on R&D, or commercialisation; under the latter, you can focus on internally- or externally-financed growth; each option involves distinct fin-ops and governance support from voting stakeholders.

- Marketing ( especially product, communication, and distribution ) locks in the top-line.

- - The long-tail of the market wants to spend money on things that make them sick. It's up to you to decide if you want to supply it.

- COGS locks in the bottom-line ( many people miscalculate and leave out labour and COS ).

- - It's not a product business - it's a services business, so the main supply-chain is for labour - talent management is key.

- Regulatory compliance is heavy as you deal with biological media, waste management, and brick and mortar facilities management, besides the usual corporate stuff.

2024-01-23 at

rebalancing

Asset classes to balance:

- macro economy
- home economy
- public relations
- private relations
- popular culture knowledge
- STEM knowledge
- sleep
- nutrition
- kinesthesia
- working memory management
- cash flow

I struggle. That is the jihad.

Where I don't struggle : my expectations are maintained at an average outcome of zero, with each day being a good day to die.