i must be a ghost

Dreams. The brain deprivileges the [ conscious memory buffer ] from both, [ long term writes ], and [ the motor nervous system ]. It allows increased risk-taking, probably because other inhibitory systems also get disconnected. 

Today I ran simulations comparing myself to the character Malcolm in the Sixth Sense. I guess people find me weird, because I avoid attaching myself to their existence, a path I started on many years ago. To most people, perhaps I am as odd as a ghost, and people fear ghosts. That does explain a lot about their behaviour, actually. I suppose I will have to find other ghosts to date. haha

The other day, I dreamt of a father figure in a compromising role. I know what that was about, I often have to make extraneous efforts to keep track of senior social figures and their preferences. So it becomes a humorous device to think of them, without them. I am a poltergeist.

Just now on Facebook, my friend posted the meme, that men seek power over others, and women seek power to free themselves from others. Perhaps, I wrote, that is what women like about me.