2026-02-11 at

Calcium study

Today perhaps, to read about calcium's interaction with everything else.

First interesting find of the day : the atherosclerotic contributions of Ca2+ are due to its intracellular action resulting in vasoconstriction. In a functional feedback loop, the intracellular Ca2+ concentration THEN triggers NO release which antagonistically leads to vasodilation. So to some degree, the athletic benefits of NO's vasodilatory effects, actually require Ca2+ to function properly.

Second interesting find : Ca2+ moderation is also essential for optimal functioning of the raphe nuclei's serotonergic neurons, affecting wakefulness, sleep, and the overall serotonergic system, associated with diseases of mood ( depression, anxiety, OCD, schizophrenia, etc. ) and CO2 sensitivity ( normal : panic if CO2 is too high ).

Third interesting find : Ca2+ competes with Mg2+ for gut absorption, so I should just park Mg2+ in the bread recipe, and Ca2+ in the kimchi recipe, separately.

Fourth : Ca2+ contributes in mitochondrially complicated ways to energy production. When Ca2+ levels are normal, calcitriol ( final form of vitamin D ) will increase fat burning, but if Ca2+ levels are pathologically low, more calcitriol will lead to fat accumulation instead.

( Also today, after yesterday's supplementation of ~500mg Ca2+ I found that there was less need for caffeine upon waking. That makes sense. I will continue to monitor this. ) 

2026-02-10 at

anger, compassion, morality, and epistemology

Today I'm reflecting on the horde of moralising dipshits who are dogpiling everything and everyone related to the Epstein files. Generally I associate anger responses with mental disability - it's quite ablist and probably a bit fascist, I know. But anyone basing an argument on anger, including compassionate anger, is automatically discounted in terms of qualities as a member of civil society, in my view of the world. We disagree about what civilisation is supposed to be, and we disagree about what morals are, and we disagree about the function of words such as "good" and "evil". But we can agree, that we are all stuck on a rock together :)  

2026-02-08 at

phases of learning : neurotransmitters involved

Rough model : probably buggy

Dopaminergic activity involved in reductive / analytic / deductive / filtering / culling activities needs to be ACTIVELY put to rest, in order to allow resources to be allocated to ... 

Cholinergic activity involved in mappy / synthetic / inductive / associative / mutative activities ... 

corresponding to fuzzy old concepts of yang, and yin, respectively.